Chronic loneliness coupled with a volcano of desires led me to an inevitable downfall. I must admit, I never imagined the direction my life would take.
Just like any addiction, masturbation is harmless at first and provides instant pleasure. But when you realize it, belatedly, you will be stuck in this cycle. You will not seek pleasure for pleasure's sake, but pleasure for relief from pain -- whatever it may be. This subterfuge for escapism from reality feeds back with each repetition. So the more we are immersed in the quicksand, the more constrained we are to leave; years pass and the downward spiral leads us to decline infinitely.
In a meta-analysis of my past, I would say that when I was labeled ugly at school, it created psychological blocks that prevented me from interacting with girls throughout my adult life. Genetic determinism is not as concomitant in the formation of an “incel” as psychosocioeconomic factors. Your family nucleus and the environment in which you grow up are more decisive in your failure or success.
Just like any addiction, masturbation is harmless at first and provides instant pleasure. But when you realize it, belatedly, you will be stuck in this cycle. You will not seek pleasure for pleasure's sake, but pleasure for relief from pain -- whatever it may be. This subterfuge for escapism from reality feeds back with each repetition. So the more we are immersed in the quicksand, the more constrained we are to leave; years pass and the downward spiral leads us to decline infinitely.
In a meta-analysis of my past, I would say that when I was labeled ugly at school, it created psychological blocks that prevented me from interacting with girls throughout my adult life. Genetic determinism is not as concomitant in the formation of an “incel” as psychosocioeconomic factors. Your family nucleus and the environment in which you grow up are more decisive in your failure or success.
