Anthrax
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This is the first year that I will be completely and utterly alone for Thanksgiving, Christmas, and probably new year's.
I live with my father and step mom, and for the past few years they've left me alone on only one holiday to go on vacation. I was fine, because I had a close friend that would let me stay for the day, or I would pick up extra shifts at my wagie job.
This year however, my parents are taking multiple vacations because they just retired, and since my close friend got a gf he wont talk to me unless i go on antidepressants. To top it off, I switched to a different location at my wageslave job because I was offered more money, but the manager let's everyone off during the holidays. I originally applied to this particular company just because they're known for being open year round, but my location is independently owned, thus they're allowed to close for holiday's.
I really don't know how I feel about this. When i think about it, it makes me tear up because I know that i have no one. Not even my own family cares about me. A normie asked what my plans were for Thanksgiving, i was retarded and said that i dont have any because my own family is leaving me at home by myself. Ill probably just order chinese food from my favorite take out place and cope with cinema, maybe get blackout drunk so i don't have to think about how much i want to rope.
I live with my father and step mom, and for the past few years they've left me alone on only one holiday to go on vacation. I was fine, because I had a close friend that would let me stay for the day, or I would pick up extra shifts at my wagie job.
This year however, my parents are taking multiple vacations because they just retired, and since my close friend got a gf he wont talk to me unless i go on antidepressants. To top it off, I switched to a different location at my wageslave job because I was offered more money, but the manager let's everyone off during the holidays. I originally applied to this particular company just because they're known for being open year round, but my location is independently owned, thus they're allowed to close for holiday's.
I really don't know how I feel about this. When i think about it, it makes me tear up because I know that i have no one. Not even my own family cares about me. A normie asked what my plans were for Thanksgiving, i was retarded and said that i dont have any because my own family is leaving me at home by myself. Ill probably just order chinese food from my favorite take out place and cope with cinema, maybe get blackout drunk so i don't have to think about how much i want to rope.