I went to a strip club.

[aeoae]

Had some scotch. Got a lap dance. Beat off in my car. Nutted in a sock. Drove to 7/11. Bought some cookies.

I want to cry but I can't produce tears anymore. My mind has numbed itself. I am distant. I fucking hate this. Why does it have to be like this?

 

[TheProphetMuscle]

Don’t ever go back. I made the mistake of going to one on my 21st birthday. It’s such suifuel seeing what chad gets to have sex with for free

 

[Glerforpus]

It never ‘had’ to be like this. It just is. Life is mostly luck and normies will never acknowledge this.

 

[Linesnap99]

sounds worse than being in the basement and watching porn

 

[aeoae]

It never ‘had’ to be like this. It just is. Life is mostly luck and normies will never acknowledge this.

That's the hardest part. It isn't that the universe is cruel, even that's too much. The universe simply isn't, and inceldom is a phenomenon born out of passive, emergent behavior. There is nothing to blame, not fate, not luck, nor gods or the devil. Our existence is a non-conscious absurdity.

 

[crvkek]

what did they smell like though

 

[Deleted member 40767]

nice