
Anthrofurrcel
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So there was this party on friday - which was more like a wave - where my thugmaxxed and sexhavers acquaintance invited me. Obviously I went thinking about the opportunity to ascend or at least touch a woman with her consent, but nothing happened.
I'm so retarded and terrified of women that I didn't even have the courage to say hello to the women in our circle, who kept arriving with their giga BBC boyfriends
I smoked weed and drank alcohol to remove some of the remaining social inhib, but it didn't help. I hit on a few girls, but they weren't into me and made fun of me to their group. While my friends only had to ogle one girl out and she herself approached them. It was so humiliating and demoralizing, my god.
Anyway, despite all this, I still hope that, at some party, a girl will be so drugged that she'll let me touch her just out of pity for me. I know the girls there have a higher body count than the average user height here 6", but I don't really care, I just wish I could hold a girl's hand.
I'm 20 and I've never touched a girl's hand, I can't take it anymore. If, by any chance, one of them let me touch her or have sex, but didn't want to date me, would that be ascending? Bearing in mind that she's there just to fuck men, it's like escorts tbh
I have no attractiveness at all
Even so
I don't want to be incel
Even so
There's no way we can ascend
Even so
It's women's fault
Even so
Not mine
Even so
I can't keep coping
Even so I want to try, I'm a deformed truecel and everything is vanitas, but I still want to try. I won't back down to Despair
I deserve my furry gf
I'm so retarded and terrified of women that I didn't even have the courage to say hello to the women in our circle, who kept arriving with their giga BBC boyfriends
I smoked weed and drank alcohol to remove some of the remaining social inhib, but it didn't help. I hit on a few girls, but they weren't into me and made fun of me to their group. While my friends only had to ogle one girl out and she herself approached them. It was so humiliating and demoralizing, my god.
Anyway, despite all this, I still hope that, at some party, a girl will be so drugged that she'll let me touch her just out of pity for me. I know the girls there have a higher body count than the average user height here 6", but I don't really care, I just wish I could hold a girl's hand.
I'm 20 and I've never touched a girl's hand, I can't take it anymore. If, by any chance, one of them let me touch her or have sex, but didn't want to date me, would that be ascending? Bearing in mind that she's there just to fuck men, it's like escorts tbh
I have no attractiveness at all
Even so
I don't want to be incel
Even so
There's no way we can ascend
Even so
It's women's fault
Even so
Not mine
Even so
I can't keep coping
Even so I want to try, I'm a deformed truecel and everything is vanitas, but I still want to try. I won't back down to Despair
I deserve my furry gf
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