don't kys there's a bettER way to die
I've thought about killing people for much of my life. At first I thought about killing two people who have harmed me much but they are now old
and will not reproduce again. The one I dislike the most of them will be completely without descendants in a year.
Later I thought about political murders. Why waste a life not killing those most unjustified to live? I can't do it much enough to outweigh the great ceremonial symbolism of becoming one with the nature of my beloved home, the forest from which my people derive.
I could fail or at least get caught if I terroristmaxxed. I have the last 24 hours of my life quite well planned out and I will not let my such planned be disturbed by political murders which even if most successful will not alter the grand state of the world.
If I were the kind of warrior who would travel to the land of enemies, travelling east and west withing it, killing them until he died,
Why sleep when you can fight your enemies, the human vermin on Earth? Decapitate them before cremating them unless it's more efficient not to.
I would but I would need such a situation, such a possibility, such a land to travel to, such a motivation, such lack of powerful swiftly reacting opposition, as I would have 1000 years ago. It could be seen as a beautiful way to give your life for the sake of virtue like how giving food to your descendants could be for an aged widower. It would purify the world of the malevolent human vermin but I cannot do it, not am I in such a life situation as to want to do it above finishing that which I want to have finished in my life and then becoming one with the great forest my soul and body springs from.
To live for justified political murders and kill said targets until one's own death as to beautify the world is an admirable goal for others but it is not the path I will take. I estimate that an otherwise unremarkable, unwanted and cattle like life would be justified per around 1.8 justified political murders.
This forum is totally surveyed by the Anglo-Judaic state ministries but you may, if you have the inclination, propagate such an escape from ugly unworthy life for others or even indulge in it yourself. I will however, not.