It's Over I was too ashamed to come back after my failed suicide attempt

[Deleted member 7573]

But this is the only place where I belong, I hate to say it, but we will never have someone to really interact like we do here, every time we go outside we use masks to hide our pain and our inceldom, the hate and rage we feel towards normies, the urge to kill them when they insult us out of nowhere.

I can't just ignore who I am and forget this place, it's part of me now, I am more myself here than I ever was in my life.

After I tried to kill myself my parents are closely watching me now, they didn't believe me when I said the coal burning was only to get some heat in my room. I had to paint the walls because of the amount of smoke, JFL it was enough to make all my walls dirty but not to kill myself.

 

[TheSecondComing]

Mmmmmmmmmmmmn how did it go wrong? Were they in the house when you did it

 

[Invidia]

at least you dont have braindamage or half your face blown off

 

[universallyabhorred]

Mmmmmmmmmmmmn how did it go wrong? Were they in the house when you did it

He's probably just larping about attempting to suicide. Ban this attention whoring asshole.

 

[Deleted member 7573]

Mmmmmmmmmmmmn how did it go wrong? Were they in the house when you did it

No, they leaved to go check my aunt who was in the hospital because of diabetes, she lives in other city almost 100km of distance, they said that after that they would go visit my cousins, who recently had their child complete 1 year, it was something that would last at least a day but they come back after 5 hours.

He's probably just larping about attempting to suicide. Ban this attention whoring asshole.

I didn't came back to the forum at all, it has been more than a month that I tried suicide, I still believe burning coal to heat your room while you die with CO is the best way to die tho

 

[frustratedhapa]

But this is the only place where I belong, I hate to say it, but we will never have someone to really interact like we do here, every time we go outside we use masks to hide our pain and our inceldom, the hate and rage we feel towards normies, the urge to kill them when they insult us out of nowhere.

I can't just ignore who I am and forget this place, it's part of me now, I am more myself here than I ever was in my life.

After I tried to kill myself my parents are closely watching me now, they didn't believe me when I said the coal burning was only to get some heat in my room. I had to paint the walls because of the amount of smoke, JFL it was enough to make all my walls dirty but not to kill myself.

Next time get a gun and shoot yourself in the head.

 

[FrothySolutions]

You live!!! You stupid son of a bitch, I stand by what I said in your previous thread.

You're doing this to try and punish the world. To "take" something as payment. You don't deserve the hand you've been dealt, so you're doing this. But this isn't gonna be payback. This is just destruction that solves nothing and you gotta realize that.

 

[Deleted member 7573]

You live!!! You stupid son of a bitch, I stand by what I said in your previous thread.

I know, but I don't really see much future for me anymore, the people who hurt me would never feel blamed for what they did, they are so bad to the point of making jokes about it, I just want to do it right the next time but I will try to continue living for a year or two

 

[Vermilioncore]

I have a gun and if I ever get to the point where I want exit, the gun will be the door

 

[FrothySolutions]

I know, but I don't really see much future for me anymore, the people who hurt me would never feel blamed for what they did, they are so bad to the point of making jokes about it, I just want to do it right the next time but I will try to continue living for a year or two

It's tough to find reasons to go on, I know. That's understandable. But wanting to punish people with your death, that's not understandable. You get no revenge by doing that. You punish no one but the people who love you.

 

[Deleted member 7573]

what method did you try for suicide?

burning coal with all the windows, holes closed in my room, the idea is to take a nap while the coal is burning then you would die in your sleep because of the CO, I got the idea from a news where a whole family died in their sleep because of this, lucky bastards, I think it's harder than it looks.

it was this one https://extra.globo.com/noticias/br...-para-se-proteger-do-frio-em-sp-23796641.html

 

[BlkPillPres]

He's probably just larping about attempting to suicide. Ban this attention whoring asshole.

 

[Deleted member 7573]

You should've done it inside a car. CO is not that effective.

Sadly our garage is open

 

[BlkPillPres]

Next time get a gun and shoot yourself in the head.

This is why I call BS, this is a fucking larp, if someone REALLY wanted to die they wouldn't autistically fumble around trying to kill themselves by burning coals , they'd take some money, go buy a gun, and blow their fucking brains out, done and done, they wouldn't waste time, OP is no different than these "depressed TM" foids that cut their wrists, he's just chasing attention and he knows it, men who want to kill themselves end up dead, if you survive a suicide YOU DID NOT REALLY WANT TO DIE

Seriously this is one of the most ridiculous and fake sounding stories ever, who the fuck says to themselves - "I want to die, how do I do this as quickly and painlessly as possible................ oh yeah I burn coals in my room and suffocate in my sleep, that seems like there's no room for error for this to lead to suffering or surviving with brain damage"

@JeffGoldblumInTheFly - Oh and any incel that just quietly offs themselves in a corner and doesn't go ER is the lowest of the low, don't come on here trying to get people to feel sorry for you and pat you on the back for your failed attempt at failing at life, get your attention fix from your parents

Go ER or STFU and learn to live with yourself, anything inbetween is pathetic

 

[Deleted member 7573]

This is why I call BS, this is a fucking larp, if someone REALLY wanted to die tehy wouldn't autistically fumble around trying to kill themselves by burning coals, they'd take some money, go buy a gun, and blow their fucking brains out, done and done, they wouldn't waste time, OP is no different than these "depressed TM" foids that cut their wrists, he's just chasing attention and he knows it, men who want to kill themselves end up dead, if you survive a suicide YOU DID NOT REALLY WANT TO DIE

I can't buy a gun in my country is ilegal, no, I don't know any drug dealer who can sell me a gun, and I don't want to die in pain, I want to die in my sleep, call me a cuck whatever I want to die dreaming, I made my mind it doesn't matter how many of you say to get a gun,, wich is impossible for me to get where I live, I won't change my mind that I want to die sleeping

 

[FrothySolutions]

They brought him into this world and made him suffer. What do you expect? We should all have the autonomy to end our lives in spite of the consequences

No one creates a child to deliberately torture them. They didn't make him suffer. This is like blaming racism on black parents.

 

[Sans]

He's probably just larping about attempting to suicide. Ban this attention whoring asshole.

Not a shred of empathy, huh?

 

[Deleted member 7573]

Seriously this is one of the most ridiculous and fake sounding stories ever, who the fuck says to themselves - "I want to die, how do I do this as quickly and painlessly as possible................ oh yeah I burn coals in my room and suffocate in my sleep, that seems like there's no room for error for this to lead to suffering or surviving with brain damage"

What do you mean??? People die because of this every fucking year there is tons of cases of people dying because of something burning, or gas showers, they all die whithout pain, I don't care if you want me to go ER, you can suck a dick

 

[ManletHalfCurry]

Welcome back from the dead

 

[FrothySolutions]

Of course no one creates a child to torture them, but how many parents succumb to fulfilling their procreation urges at the cost of rationally thinking out the risks of bringing a child into this world. Parents are selfish. They care about fulfilling their biological imperative first. They don't care enough about the chances of success their children would have in an ever growing challenging world.

Not every parent produces a child just to produce a child. Many, if not most, produce a child prepared in mind and means to build some kind of life for that kid.

This is why I call BS, this is a fucking larp, if someone REALLY wanted to die they wouldn't autistically fumble around trying to kill themselves by burning coals , they'd take some money, go buy a gun, and blow their fucking brains out, done and done, they wouldn't waste time, OP is no different than these "depressed TM" foids that cut their wrists, he's just chasing attention and he knows it, men who want to kill themselves end up dead, if you survive a suicide YOU DID NOT REALLY WANT TO DIE

Seriously this is one of the most ridiculous and fake sounding stories ever, who the fuck says to themselves - "I want to die, how do I do this as quickly and painlessly as possible................ oh yeah I burn coals in my room and suffocate in my sleep, that seems like there's no room for error for this to lead to suffering or surviving with brain damage"

@JeffGoldblumInTheFly - Oh and any incel that just quietly offs themselves in a corner and doesn't go ER is the lowest of the low, don't come on here trying to get people to feel sorry for you and pat you on the back for your failed attempt at failing at life, get your attention fix from your parents

Go ER or STFU and learn to live with yourself, anything inbetween is pathetic

Guns aren't foolproof, people have failed suicide by gun. It's a painful way to go if you don't know what you're doing. That's why he went with coals. People who wanna go painlessly usually use drugs or some kind of suffocation. He had every reason to believe it would've worked, and without the pain and risk of using a gun.

 

[BlkPillPres]

I can't buy a gun in my country is ilegal, no,

Man damn, I guess you are right, I mean you wouldn't want to get arrested after killing yourself, how dumb of me not to think this through

I don't want to die in pain, I want to die in my sleep

A bullet to the head is a lot quicker and painless (depends on where you shoot) than suffocating in your sleep, you've been watching too many movies, dying in your sleep is only a "peaceful death" depending on how you die, and suffocating is never painful, do you know what sleep paralysis is, well suffocating in your sleep is like that, just because you aren't struggling physically and tossing about doesn't mean you aren't suffering, suffocating is a terrible death, if your coal burning plan had worked it likely wouldn't have panned out as you expected

call me a cuck whatever I want to die dreaming

JFL you've seriously been watching too many movies, think you're going to "pass away" while simultaneously seeing yourself in a field of flowers and you walk towards the light

Who is to say you won't have a nightmare instead, and now the last thing you see is some fucked up shit and you die in a state of terror, trying to die in your sleep leaves you with zero control of your death

that I want to die sleeping

JFL stop with the larp dude, you don't really want to die, I'm pretty sure I could google right now a few sure fire ways to die in your sleep "peacefully" with some kind of medication or drug, you aren't dead yet because you don't really want to die, unless you're saying you can't even use google

See you tomorrow bro

 

[Deleted member 7573]

Man damn, I guess you are right, I mean you wouldn't want to get arrested after killing yourself, how dumb of me not to think this through

There is no place where I can buy one for fuck sake.

 

[BlkPillPres]

Guns aren't foolproof, people have failed suicide by gun. It's a painful way to go if you don't know what you're doing

Depends on the gun, get a shot gun, no aim required, just point and shoot, don't aim from the mouth up, aim it directly at your forehead, put the barrel against it

Shuaiby - Encyclopedia Dramatica

encyclopediadramatica.rs

This isn't rocket science:

https://i.4pcdn.org/pol/1521080209725.webm

 

[Joelossus]

Next time you're trying to kill yourself, better stab yourself using one of your lightsabers

 

[Deleted member 7573]

JFL stop with the larp dude, you don't really want to die, I'm pretty sure I could google right now a few sure fire ways to die in your sleep "peacefully" with some kind of medication or drug, you aren't dead yet because you don't really want to die, unless you're saying you can't even use google

I did this is the type of thing they all say

(assuming you have some painful, terminal illness).

My current favorite is nitrogen. It’s cheaply available.

Bag around your head, turn on the gas, unconscious in seconds, dead in a few minutes, not a hazard to the people who need to dispose of your body.

So that's what I tried but with CO from the coal burning, didn't you see the news were the entire family is dead becasue of that?

 

[Dregster]

this is the only place where I belong

we will never have someone to really interact like we do here

every time we go outside we use masks to hide our pain and our inceldom

the hate and rage we feel towards normies, the urge to kill them when they insult us out of nowhere.

I am more myself here than I ever was in my life.

Extremely fucking based.

For us to thrive in society, we have to be deceptive by default.

We certainly live this world out on a different level, this cannot be disputed by anyone who hasn't consumed the blackpill.

 

[BlkPillPres]

There is no place where I can buy one for fuck sake.

Yeah just keep telling yourself that, it makes deluding yourself easier, if you wanted to die, you'd be dead already, stop attention whoring, nobody who wants to die would even put a limitation like - "but it has to be when I'm sleeping", all that BS is just the mental gymnastics your brain is generating so you can cope

"I hate my life, I definitely want to die.................... buuuuuuut it has to be under X specifications, at X time"

 

[Dregster]

You live!!! You stupid son of a bitch, I stand by what I said in your previous thread.

Stfu bitch

If you were getting pussy, you would just be another NPC faggot, content with what you're getting.

Gtfo here

 

[Deleted member 7573]

Depends on the gun, get a shot gun, no aim required, just point and shoot, don't aim from the mouth up, aim it directly at your forehead, put the barrel against it

Shuaiby - Encyclopedia Dramatica

encyclopediadramatica.rs

This isn't rocket science:

https://i.4pcdn.org/pol/1521080209725.webm

No serious now man, I can't buy a KSG, there is no place where Iive where you can buy a 9mm pistol, "Oh BuT Go To The DrUg DeAler AnD bUy OnE" this is not how it works, I would achieve something with them killing me, but did you ever saw the videos of the cartel torturing their victims before killing them?????

 

[seija]

I would use a gun instead of burning the house down.

 

[presidencel]

Glad you didn't go through with it. Maybe help me run for president and I can appoint you Chief Waifu Inspector. You can fuck a few if you want.

 

[FrothySolutions]

Stfu bitch

If you were getting pussy, you would just be another NPC faggot, content with what you're getting.

Gtfo here

I don't understand, if I were getting pussy, what would that change as far as my opinions on suicide?

 

[BlkPillPres]

did you ever saw the videos of the cartel torturing their victims before killing them?????

How can you not see you are just doing mental gymnastics

"I definitely can't try and buy a gun illegally because i'll get kidnapped and tortured by the kartel"

Yeah dude, sound logic, definitely seems likely to happen, no wonder you thought burning coals was going to work

If you wanted to die you would have done the nitrogen method already, you knew full well before hand its way more lethal and quick to act than the burning coals BS (just 2 to 3 breaths of pure nitrogen can induce unconsciousness and you won't feel like you are suffocating). That's EXACTLY WHY you went with burning coals, stop coping, you don't want to die

If you wanted to be dead, you'd be dead, so stop larping and focus on trying to live, there would be no thread here right now if you wanted to die

 

[FrothySolutions]

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Sure they prepare to provide and what not, but they don't take the potential capabilities and competitiveness of their children into consideration. Society is a competition of different bloodlines, and most don't think whether their children will be able to thrive in that competition.

Society isn't supposed to be a competition of bloodlines. In fact, maybe I don't understand what you mean by "competition of bloodlines" but I don't think that's what society is. It's lookist and biased and treats men like sticks that don't deserve to be loved, but that doesn't mean "Gee, we shouldn't bring any boys into the world." That's not the answer to the failings of society. You try and make a better world.

 

[Deleted member 7573]

If you wanted to die you would have done the nitrogen method already, you knew full well before hand its way more lethal and quick to act than the burning coals BS (just 2 to 3 breaths of pure nitrogen can induce unconsciousness and you won't feel like you are suffocating)

do you think this nitrogen method is really painless?

it might be a good alternative tbh, I will need to check if this is something I can easily buy in my country

 

[Invidia]

Society isn't supposed to be a competition of bloodlines. In fact, maybe I don't understand what you mean by "competition of bloodlines" but I don't think that's what society is. It's lookist and biased and treats men like sticks that don't deserve to be loved, but that doesn't mean "Gee, we shouldn't bring any boys into the world." That's not the answer to the failings of society. You try and make a better world.

It's what nature is. I could make a better world by issuing state mandated gfs but I am prevented from doing that by said competition where the chads benefit from the sexual inequality and will therefore fight me or anyone who would try to make things better.

 

[Deleted member 7573]

How can you not see you are just doing mental gymnastics

"I definitely can't try and buy a gun illegally because i'll get kidnapped and tortured by the kartel"

Yeah dude, sound logic, definitely seems likely to happen, no wonder you thought burning coals was going to work

It is like that, go to bestgore.com the entire website is just the drug dealr torturing their victms before they kill them

 

[Dregster]

[/QUOTE]

I don't understand, if I were getting pussy, what would that change as far as my opinions on suicide?

Your opinions are trash. What you want is trash.

 

[TheSecondComing]

This thread is a shit show but jeffgoldbluminthefly has a based avi and username so good thing he did not rope and will post more

 

[Shigechi]

I'm happy you didn't killed yourself. We still can moneymaxx in this shitty country if we play our cards right. It's too soon to give up.

 

[Deleted member 7573]

do you think this nitrogen method is really painless?

it might be a good alternative tbh, I will need to check if this is something I can easily buy in my country

Oh shit I can buy one! is kind expensive tho, I will have to get the money somehow, I don't have any money after I was fired, but this seems to really be a better option

 

[Deleted member 10150]

if only problems was your early discovery i think this method is legit but small paces and no humans is best to do it

 

[Deleted member 7573]

if only problems was your early discovery i think this method is legit but small paces and no humans is best to do it

Right!? I don't know why people are so upset with this method, it's legit, and every doctor says on the television that the victim never feel anything, but I agree that the nitrogen one might be better and more efficient, it's worth a try.

 

[FrothySolutions]

It's what nature is. I could make a better world by issuing state mandated gfs but I am prevented from doing that by said competition where the chads benefit from the sexual inequality and will therefore fight me or anyone who would try to make things better.

This sounds like major bluepill shit. I am very convinced that you're a foid. I have been convinced for a while now.

What do you think all the interviews and Twitter activism is for? To make noise? People here are actually working towards something. And if there's something worth working towards, suicide is wasting that opportunity.

 

[Emba]

I guess it takes a lot of coal?
How much did you use?

I wish I could say life gets better, it doesn't. But it's possible to get used to it.

 

[x86_64]

I can't buy a gun in my country is ilegal, no, I don't know any drug dealer who can sell me a gun, and I don't want to die in pain, I want to die in my sleep, call me a cuck whatever I want to die dreaming, I made my mind it doesn't matter how many of you say to get a gun,, wich is impossible for me to get where I live, I won't change my mind that I want to die sleeping

considER altERnatives

 

[frustratedhapa]

Best Gore

try this

 

[UselesseatER]

jfl @ wanting to die like a jew

Since You are alive, welcome back bro.
and for the future:

considER altERnatives

 

[reeve23]

He's probably just larping about attempting to suicide. Ban this attention whoring asshole.

 

[Deleted member 15737]

Dude, burning coal is a euphemism for taking BBC, you don’t want to die burning coal.

This thread is a shit show but jeffgoldbluminthefly has a based avi and username so good thing he did not rope and will post more

TBH