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Linesnap99
Paragon
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- Mar 31, 2020
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you know you could never have it.
She could never be yours.
she will never like you.
she doesn't want to interact with you.
Nobody wants to, why would she be any different.
Your subhuman features induces disgust in them.
They cannot help it, neither can you.
How much character you develop
How much you try to better yourself with the lies
It will not matter.
How does it feel, All those years
Playing your games, sitting 10 hours at a stretch
all alone, in your tiny room
plotting your next move,
Planning on how to defeat the next wave of enemies,
Deciding which way to run for,
What did it get you
Playing on the max difficulty,
what did you wanted to prove
you died countless times,
while she sleeps with the other guys
All those hours you spent in the dungeons
killing trolls and aliens
only to get a highscore
which is invisible and irrelevant for any accession.
How does it feel
all those pushups you did
the lifting of heavy weights with your tiny wrists
all for nothing
How does it feel
the hours you put into learning the instrument
dedicated your time in those majors and minors
memorizing the notes
while the girl you like barely notices you
The girl you desire is not within your reach
If the world was really mature
It would have ended your misery long ago
You are all alone
You are tired and without hope
If only the circumstances were different
you could have kept her for life
But it will remain a dream
A dream that will never come true
A dream that will only bring you anger and remorse
Because in the end
you don't get to fuck her.
She could never be yours.
she will never like you.
she doesn't want to interact with you.
Nobody wants to, why would she be any different.
Your subhuman features induces disgust in them.
They cannot help it, neither can you.
How much character you develop
How much you try to better yourself with the lies
It will not matter.
How does it feel, All those years
Playing your games, sitting 10 hours at a stretch
all alone, in your tiny room
plotting your next move,
Planning on how to defeat the next wave of enemies,
Deciding which way to run for,
What did it get you
Playing on the max difficulty,
what did you wanted to prove
you died countless times,
while she sleeps with the other guys
All those hours you spent in the dungeons
killing trolls and aliens
only to get a highscore
which is invisible and irrelevant for any accession.
How does it feel
all those pushups you did
the lifting of heavy weights with your tiny wrists
all for nothing
How does it feel
the hours you put into learning the instrument
dedicated your time in those majors and minors
memorizing the notes
while the girl you like barely notices you
The girl you desire is not within your reach
If the world was really mature
It would have ended your misery long ago
You are all alone
You are tired and without hope
If only the circumstances were different
you could have kept her for life
But it will remain a dream
A dream that will never come true
A dream that will only bring you anger and remorse
Because in the end
you don't get to fuck her.