It's uncanny and it bummed me out quite a bit, made me quite bitter.
Almost every young woman I saw was smiling, being happy, chatting. Hell, even those that were alone were talking on the phone smiling from ear to ear. The guys were quite jolly too but not to the degree of the foids that were downright gleeful. Chads obviously were very glad of themselves, normies were chatting up women and being nice to them, making them laugh or smile.
I understand now how it's so easy for them to tolerate going to work, to study etc... They enjoy it. They're happy. They simply live life, they wake up and do whatever and they're happy.
Meanwhile I've been horribly depressed since I was like 13. Even before that, constantly the outcast, the loner quite kid or slightly weird aspie kid. But since 13 I was just rotting, and for like 12 years I've been just rotting at the maximum. I pissed away my youth depressed and in a constant haze and numbness. Thinking of death instead of just enjoying life.
The adults I saw weren't quite as happy. Seems youth really is the best time of people's lives. And yet I'm already an adult, a bald sad sack that spent the best years of his life rotting and depressed. I've rotted so much my eyes now hurt, are constantly watering and my astigmatism (seeing double) is really acting up today, just from going outside for a bit.
Almost every young woman I saw was smiling, being happy, chatting. Hell, even those that were alone were talking on the phone smiling from ear to ear. The guys were quite jolly too but not to the degree of the foids that were downright gleeful. Chads obviously were very glad of themselves, normies were chatting up women and being nice to them, making them laugh or smile.
I understand now how it's so easy for them to tolerate going to work, to study etc... They enjoy it. They're happy. They simply live life, they wake up and do whatever and they're happy.
Meanwhile I've been horribly depressed since I was like 13. Even before that, constantly the outcast, the loner quite kid or slightly weird aspie kid. But since 13 I was just rotting, and for like 12 years I've been just rotting at the maximum. I pissed away my youth depressed and in a constant haze and numbness. Thinking of death instead of just enjoying life.
The adults I saw weren't quite as happy. Seems youth really is the best time of people's lives. And yet I'm already an adult, a bald sad sack that spent the best years of his life rotting and depressed. I've rotted so much my eyes now hurt, are constantly watering and my astigmatism (seeing double) is really acting up today, just from going outside for a bit.
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