This is before I discovered the real culprit: the looks pill...
I grew up with my bitch coal-burning aunt (who ended up cheating on my uncle), my Black uncle, and my half-Black cousins. My mom was extremely petty and a bad parent, so she wouldn't let me see my dad, so I spent most of my childhood up until the age of 14 with mom, aunt, uncle, and cousins. From a very early age I discovered the inferiority of my pasty, pale pigskin. My cousin was a mixed-race chad or chadlite and he was essentially my only "friend" (I don't actually consider family as friends), so I was a witness to many of the comments made by girls regarding his glistening brown skin. The biggest Black pill was when we went to the beach and layers and layers of sunscreen couldn't protect my neanderthal skin from the UV radiation onslaught, while my cousin would be able to escape with minimal damage.
Fast-forward a few years ago, I was in an anonymous community and a rumor spread about me being a Black tyrone. Suddenly, a few women started messaging me. When I revealed that I was just some nerdy cracker, they suddenly ghosted me. The JBB pill came to collect.
I see my white skin and I want it painted black
No sunburns anymore, I want it to turn black
I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes
I have to turn my head until my darkness grows
I look inside myself and see my heart is black
I see my pig skin, I must have it painted black
Maybe then I'll fade away and not have to face the facts
It's not easy facing up when the whole world is black
I grew up with my bitch coal-burning aunt (who ended up cheating on my uncle), my Black uncle, and my half-Black cousins. My mom was extremely petty and a bad parent, so she wouldn't let me see my dad, so I spent most of my childhood up until the age of 14 with mom, aunt, uncle, and cousins. From a very early age I discovered the inferiority of my pasty, pale pigskin. My cousin was a mixed-race chad or chadlite and he was essentially my only "friend" (I don't actually consider family as friends), so I was a witness to many of the comments made by girls regarding his glistening brown skin. The biggest Black pill was when we went to the beach and layers and layers of sunscreen couldn't protect my neanderthal skin from the UV radiation onslaught, while my cousin would be able to escape with minimal damage.
Fast-forward a few years ago, I was in an anonymous community and a rumor spread about me being a Black tyrone. Suddenly, a few women started messaging me. When I revealed that I was just some nerdy cracker, they suddenly ghosted me. The JBB pill came to collect.
I see my white skin and I want it painted black
No sunburns anymore, I want it to turn black
I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes
I have to turn my head until my darkness grows
I look inside myself and see my heart is black
I see my pig skin, I must have it painted black
Maybe then I'll fade away and not have to face the facts
It's not easy facing up when the whole world is black
still have to be 2 meter+ tho sweaty
