It's Over I was Hikikomori for 4 years as KHHV.....

[JustanotherKanga]

I see lots of fellow forum members typing threads about how they are NEETs, and go through social isolation.
If there is one guy who can relate to you, it would be me.
Why? Cause I am a Mid 20´s KHHV, and lived a more severe level of ´NEET´ which is called Hikikomori.
When I still lived with my parents, I NEVER left the house after I graduated from HS (literally never), apart from sitting in my backyard for 15 minutes every month or so.
It was that bad, and Im a firm believer it contributed a lot to me turning out who I Currently am as a person.

Currently I am no longer Hikikomori, and sort of recovered from it.
I managed to find a fulltime blue collar job, love to run outdoors on the local track/trails and I´m not afraid anymore of buying groceries
at the local grocery store.

 

[xmiserablesoul]

how do you recover from this shit?

 

[JustanotherKanga]

how do you recover from this shit?

Are you currently hikikomori then?

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

how do you recover from this shit?

Some people don't

 

[Ahnfeltia]

it's nice to hear you were able to break out

 

[JustanotherKanga]

how do you recover from this shit?

I still am super socially inept, but have to force myself to find a job and workout a bit here and there, to somewhat live a better
quality of life.
Working bought me a Gaming PC and 3 monitors, it´s a good cope during the weekend.
I still am in social isolation, literally never socialize with people but now leave my house

 

[Mecoja]

Currently I am no longer Hikikomori, and sort of recovered from it.
I managed to find a fulltime blue collar job, love to run outdoors on the local track/trails and I´m not afraid anymore of buying groceries
at the local grocery store.

Good for you bro, being perpetually broke and getting phobia from the outside world sucks ass, no matter how comfortable is. Being self sufficient earning money, one day will save your life and prevent further unnecessary suffering.

 

[xmiserablesoul]

Are you currently hikikomori then?

for now

 

[KillNiggers]

I didn't leave my house for only half a year. Absolute mogger for doing that long.

 

[JustanotherKanga]

for now

It was very bad in my case, going to bed late in the morning on a consistent basis, staying up all night.
Guess it was my defense mechanism for avoiding people, cause I didnt´ even want to speak to my parents.

 

[stalkerKiller]

LDARmoggs me

 

[Soystein]

I haven't left the house in 12 years and have been a NEET for over 20 years, I don't go outside because of my face, I am so near-sighted from sitting in a room for years on end that I cannot see my own hands clearly.

 

[Racial-Identitarian]

Are u a japanese?

 

[Soystein]

Are u a japanese?

I don't know if this was directed at me, but if it was I am Norwegian.

 

[Racial-Identitarian]

I don't know if this was directed at me, but if it was I am Norwegian.

Being born as scandi is so rare yet still end up in this forum

Brutal

 

[Skoga]

I see lots of fellow forum members typing threads about how they are NEETs, and go through social isolation.
If there is one guy who can relate to you, it would be me.
Why? Cause I am a Mid 20´s KHHV, and lived a more severe level of ´NEET´ which is called Hikikomori.
When I still lived with my parents, I NEVER left the house after I graduated from HS (literally never), apart from sitting in my backyard for 15 minutes every month or so.
It was that bad, and Im a firm believer it contributed a lot to me turning out who I Currently am as a person.

Currently I am no longer Hikikomori, and sort of recovered from it.
I managed to find a fulltime blue collar job, love to run outdoors on the local track/trails and I´m not afraid anymore of buying groceries
at the local grocery store.

First part is literally me, I've been a Hiki since 18 and I'm 25 now. I dont see why I should get a job any time soon though.

 

[JustanotherKanga]

Are u a japanese?

No, I'm from Europe.

 

[JustanotherKanga]

First part is literally me, I've been a Hiki since 18 and I'm 25 now. I dont see why I should get a job any time soon though.

I just came across a video of an older Hikikomori who died in his apartment, and was left there for 1 year, cause he had no one.
I know for a fact that I'll die like that as well, and will most likely be left in my apartment on the floor without anyone knowing about it for months, before they find me. Shits so sad and depressive.... others seem to have hundreds of friends and easily get women, and here I am.

 

[Loner437]

I was a hikikomori for 2 years from 18 to 19 years old. I'm not a hikikomori anymore but I am still a NEET. I agree that hikikomori is a more extreme version of NEET. I think many people who say they are hikikomori aren't really hikikomoris.

 

[anotherwastedlife]

I'll probably never get out of this; not a complete hiki because i do leave the house but i am a turboNEET and a KV

 

[Soystein]

I just came across a video of an older Hikikomori who died in his apartment, and was left there for 1 year, cause he had no one.
I know for a fact that I'll die like that as well, and will most likely be left in my apartment on the floor without anyone knowing about it for months, before they find me. Shits so sad and depressive.... others seem to have hundreds of friends and easily get women, and here I am.

I told my mom that when I die they will have to find out when by looking at the date on the milk and she started crying. FeelsBadMan.

 

[JustanotherKanga]

I'll probably never get out of this; not a complete hiki because i do leave the house but i am a turboNEET and a KV

I was scared of doing the most basic things such as buying groceries.
I lived with my parents during those 4 years, so makes stuff a lot easier.
I think Hikikomori's who live alone in their own house order food online? Cause that's what I did for 2 weeks when my parents went on vacation, and I was left alone in the house.
I ordered food online

 

[lowz1r]

I'll probably never get out of this; not a complete hiki because i do leave the house but i am a turboNEET and a KV

mogs me into the stratosphere for not being KHHV

 

[anotherwastedlife]

I was scared of doing the most basic things such as buying groceries.
I lived with my parents during those 4 years, so makes stuff a lot easier.
I think Hikikomori's who live alone in their own house order food online? Cause that's what I did for 2 weeks when my parents went on vacation, and I was left alone in the house.
I ordered food online

Personally i'm not scared of buying groceries or anything, i'm just way too sad and tired to do all of that from years of depression and my parents doing all of it for me

mogs me into the stratosphere for not being KHHV

I was the beta boy and "wheres my hug" kid early in secondary school and girls would awkwardly side hug me out of pity, then they started hating me as i got older and went for bully alphas like their nature told them to. Thats how I lost the "H"

 

[Skoga]

I just came across a video of an older Hikikomori who died in his apartment, and was left there for 1 year, cause he had no one.
I know for a fact that I'll die like that as well, and will most likely be left in my apartment on the floor without anyone knowing about it for months, before they find me. Shits so sad and depressive.... others seem to have hundreds of friends and easily get women, and here I am.

Same considering the only person I talk to irl is my mom and shes getting pretty old. So when Im alone and die in 50+ years (maybe sooner) people will only notice after the ceiling starts rotting jfl