JFL I WAS DEAD FOR 30 Minutes ( KIND OF ) , IM BACK FROM THE HOSPITAL

[Izayacel]

Well . I had an Abcess ( Again ) and that Shit needed to be Operated ( Again ) . Was done Yesterday and Didnt eat Anything yesterday Either . But im Glad im Home now .

What i mean by Death is Narcosis ( and its propably the Closest thing to it ) . They give you Pills to Lower your Inhibition and Some Blood Related Shit . Then they give you a Gas Mask And Inject you Propofol / something Similar " to force you into a Sleep ( you cant even Dream if you tried to , And whats happening there you cant Remember

You Loose all the Autonomy you have over yourself in a Narkosis . Its Scary if you think about it that way but yea .

Then you just wake Up like Nothing Happened .

Anyways all went well and im back . The Patient to my Left had Cancer Stage 3 or 4 even . Unfortunate . But it Must have been his Personality Right ? Life really is Luck .

@Friezacel @Mecoja @VersoffenerAssi @The Abyss @Skoga @Swagpilled @OutcompetedByRoomba @Gott _mit _uns94 @AtrociousCitizen @GeckoBus @Stupid Clown @The Scarlet Prince @Emba @erenyeager @SuperKanga.Belgrade @samsara @Deep.Nest @Grodd @reveries @Darth Aquarius @Todd Thundercock @Fat Link @SlayerSlayer @Animecel2D

 

[lnceI]

Do you wish you didnt survive?

 

[The Scarlet Prince]

I'm so sorry to hear brocel, I hope everything gets better. Hopefully you can get more neetbux out of the situation or something? May you be blessed in whatever way we can expect to be.

 

[Izayacel]

Do you wish you didnt survive?

no .

 

[Izayacel]

I'm so sorry to hear brocel, I hope everything gets better. Hopefully you can get more neetbux out of the situation or something? May you be blessed in whatever way we can expect to be.

im in germany bro . they help you if shit is serious and you dont really have to pay if you have insurance .

 

[Pancakecel]

Have a good recovery man

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

Glad you're okay mango

Ye those medical drugs hit different. I got completely knocked out when I got my wisdom teeth removed. I woke up and asked them when they were gonna start when they had already finished.

 

[Emba]

Mogs me for trusting medical services

 

[Grodd]

Brutal hope you're doing well bro

 

[wereq.feelsdevil]

hen they Inject your Propofol / something similar to force you into a Sleep ( you cant even Dream if you tried to , And whats happening there you cant Remember

You Loose all the Autonomy you have over yourself in a Narkosis . Its Scary if you think about it that way but yea .

Yeah I got the same taste of death from propofol recently.

Yesterday I got a first hand taste of what death feels like when they sedated me with too much anesthesia.

Death is nothing but loss of consciousness. When we are conscious, we feel alive because of all the sensations we take in not just from the external world but also the internal system of our body. All the sensations of stomach gurgling, air intake/outflow and chest expansion/depression from...

incels.is

 

[Stupid Clown]

brutal

 

[LastGerman]

Well . I had an Abcess ( Again ) and that Shit needed to be Operated ( Again ) . Was done Yesterday and Didnt eat Anything yesterday Either . But im Glad im Home now .

What i mean by Death is Narcosis ( and its propably the Closest thing to it ) . They give you Pills to Lower your Inhibition and Some Blood Related Shit . Then they give you a Gas Mask , Then they Inject your Propofol / something similar to force you into a Sleep ( you cant even Dream if you tried to , And whats happening there you cant Remember

You Loose all the Autonomy you have over yourself in a Narkosis . Its Scary if you think about it that way but yea .

Then you just wake Up like Nothing Happened .

Anyways all went well and im back . The Patient to my Left had Cancer Stage 3 or 4 even . Unfortunate . But it Must have been his Personality Right ? Life really is Luck .

@Friezacel @Mecoja @VersoffenerAssi @The Abyss @Skoga @Swagpilled @OutcompetedByRoomba @Gott _mit _uns94 @AtrociousCitizen @GeckoBus @Stupid Clown @The Scarlet Prince @Emba @erenyeager @SuperKanga.Belgrade @samsara @Deep.Nest @Grodd @reveries @Darth Aquarius @Todd Thundercock @Fat Link @SlayerSlayer @Animecel2D

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Brutal no quote pill. Also, imagine this is death. Just "nothing" really. This is just it. This existence, this life. I was born with a small penis and then I am gone while other men with big penises had that sweet ego boost that I so desperately want. This destroyed me. I will never be able to be content with this.

 

[Leon98]

Was it peaceful?

 

[SrutalBeggs]

Careful with posting windows, IT and other (((troons))) are watching

 

[lnceI]

Brutal no quote pill. Also, imagine this is death. Just "nothing" really. This is just it. This existence, this life. I was born with a small penis and then I am gone while other men with big penises had that sweet ego boost that I so desperately want. This destroyed me. I will never be able to be content with this.

everything is a penispill theory

 

[Izayacel]

Brutal no quote pill. Also, imagine this is death. Just "nothing" really. This is just it. This existence, this life. I was born with a small penis and then I am gone while other men with big penises had that sweet ego boost that I so desperately want. This destroyed me. I will never be able to be content with this.

Yea forgot lol . Its Brutal Indeed . But that Nothingness " if thats what Death is then it isnt to bad .

 

[Izayacel]

Was it peaceful?

It was quick .

 

[Izayacel]

Brutal hope you're doing well bro

yea im good

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

Brutal hope you're doing well bro

 

[Fat Link]

I'm so sorry to hear brocel, I hope everything gets better. Hopefully you can get more neetbux out of the situation or something? May you be blessed in whatever way we can expect to be.

Yes.

This.

Though I’m glad you didn’t end up in svongarde just yet.

 

[reveries]

Patienten informationsmappe

 

[Izayacel]

Patienten informationsmappe

 

[Riinku]

gl with your recovery brocel

 

[Izayacel]

Based stick whoever did it

 

[Izayacel]

Glad you're okay mango

Ye those medical drugs hit different. I got completely knocked out when I got my wisdom teeth removed. I woke up and asked them when they were gonna start when they had already finished.

Yea right ? Anasthesia / Narcosis is the Closest thing to Death .

 

[Cnidoblastos]

Deadcel

 

[Indari]

anesthesia is wicked. I've been put under once

 

[ThePornographer]

Did you had a boner when you woke up

 

[antisocialcel]

can you use that pills and sleep gas to grape?

 

[InMemoriam]

get bettER soon

 

[Mecoja]

I know hows its like, i had two surgeries. Ear surgery very long and complicated, it lasted almost 7 hours. Second lasted like half an hour and i was less groggy after the surgery, stomach hernia. When youre under anesthesia, its literally like you dont exist, time passes in a moment. Totally different from sleeping.

 

[Izayacel]

I know hows its like, i had two surgeries. Ear surgery very long and complicated, it lasted almost 7 hours. Second lasted like half an hour and i was less groggy after the surgery, stomach hernia. When youre under anesthesia, its literally like you dont exist, time passes in a moment. Totally different from sleeping.

yea right ? you just wake up right after pretty much .

 

[Mecoja]

yea right ? you just wake up right after pretty much .

Yeah, like in a blink.

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

Glad to hear you're still alive.

 

[leasurehobo]

what did you see while you were dead

 

[erenyeager]

Brutal no quote pill. Also, imagine this is death. Just "nothing" really. This is just it. This existence, this life. I was born with a small penis and then I am gone while other men with big penises had that sweet ego boost that I so desperately want. This destroyed me. I will never be able to be content with this.

What if it’s not death because he isn’t technically dead nor is alive ish either he’s just in a deeep sleep pill. Therefore no quantum mechanics can kickstart any past or future lives pill

 

[erenyeager]

what did you see while you were dead

Me raping Toadette hopefulyl

 

[erenyeager]

Well . I had an Abcess ( Again ) and that Shit needed to be Operated ( Again ) . Was done Yesterday and Didnt eat Anything yesterday Either . But im Glad im Home now .

What i mean by Death is Narcosis ( and its propably the Closest thing to it ) . They give you Pills to Lower your Inhibition and Some Blood Related Shit . Then they give you a Gas Mask And Inject you Propofol / something Similar " to force you into a Sleep ( you cant even Dream if you tried to , And whats happening there you cant Remember

You Loose all the Autonomy you have over yourself in a Narkosis . Its Scary if you think about it that way but yea .

Then you just wake Up like Nothing Happened .

Anyways all went well and im back . The Patient to my Left had Cancer Stage 3 or 4 even . Unfortunate . But it Must have been his Personality Right ? Life really is Luck .

@Friezacel @Mecoja @VersoffenerAssi @The Abyss @Skoga @Swagpilled @OutcompetedByRoomba @Gott _mit _uns94 @AtrociousCitizen @GeckoBus @Stupid Clown @The Scarlet Prince @Emba @erenyeager @SuperKanga.Belgrade @samsara @Deep.Nest @Grodd @reveries @Darth Aquarius @Todd Thundercock @Fat Link @SlayerSlayer @Animecel2D

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What abcess was it

 

[BPJ]

i love anesthasia.

too bad its only temporary.

 

[Misogynist Vegeta]

Anesthesia isn't death nor is it close to death, It's literally just sleep but without the dreams.

 

[Izayacel]

What abcess was it

On the unper back On the left side . Just a big overgrown pulp

 

[samsara]

 

[Homegrownman326]

During my surgery, I was put under as well. I wish I had died right then and there. No grief, no pain. I wish I didn't wake up, I told my mom, it was peaceful not existing like that (I know I've argued against that but my latter point still stands, it was only peaceful in comparison to be conscious and if I wasn't conscious again, the concept wouldn't have existed). I have an unusually high mortality salience that really takes the fun out of life. Dad died when I was 8, and now he's in a urn in the living room. A constant reminder of my inevitable fate. So I really struggle with the concept of death, it pisses me off, to be so helpless against it, and for my one and only life to be addled by things I can't change.

 

[erenyeager]

On the unper back On the left side . Just a big overgrown pulp

Stomach or tooth

 

[Izayacel]

During my surgery, I was put under as well. I wish I had died right then and there. No grief, no pain. I wish I didn't wake up, I told my mom, it was peaceful not existing like that (I know I've argued against that but my latter point still stands, it was only peaceful in comparison to be conscious and if I wasn't conscious again, the concept wouldn't have existed). I have an unusually high mortality salience that really takes the fun out of life. Dad died when I was 8, and now he's in a urn in the living room. A constant reminder of my inevitable fate. So I really struggle with the concept of death, it pisses me off, to be so helpless against it, and for my one and only life to be addled by things I can't change.

thats brutal

 

[Darth Aquarius]

Brutal

 

[Izayacel]

Total: 4 (Incels: 1, Bluepillers: 3)

 

[Izayacel]

Brutal

yea im home now , all good