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Can't Escape
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I still remember those days. I was so happy and full of energy, ready to pursue life and dreams. And as soon as I enlisted all of that died. The energy, gone replaced with stress and agony. Goals? Gone as well , replaced with taking orders. Eventually I stopped smiling, last time I laughed was in fucking April. I thought the military would do me good but instead it made a healthy mind into a rotting one.
I still remember that day like yesterday it was insane how it affected me. Imagine going from being positive and energetic into being depressed and ready to cry at any moment. Yes, worse than rejection because in that Case you maintain your individuality in the army you don’t even have that, you have nothing and you are expected to feel nothing.
I still remember that day like yesterday it was insane how it affected me. Imagine going from being positive and energetic into being depressed and ready to cry at any moment. Yes, worse than rejection because in that Case you maintain your individuality in the army you don’t even have that, you have nothing and you are expected to feel nothing.