It happend when I was younger around my mid teens I think. I was quite naive at that time due to being very sheltered and also being an autist and it was a fellow student at the college for kids who have problems who abused me.
On a few occasions he stuck his fingers in places where they should not go. Every time he acted as if it was a joke but I knew it was not no one does that as a joke.
Everybody liked him because he was tall, good-looking and good at everything. So I knew they would not believe me if I told on him because who believes the ugly autist who goes on and on about conspiracy theories?
He had a girlfriend of course mogging me into oblivion.
Even my so called friends who sometimes saw this happen just played it off like it was a joke as well. So I acted as if it was a joke, a laugh, a giggle but it was not it hurt not at the time but as I learned more about the world and humanity I realised what he had done was horrible.
Maybe it was a way of dominating me as I believe he did not like me trying to fit into the social group but I guess I will never really know. Perhaps he got some satisfaction out of it?
On a few occasions he stuck his fingers in places where they should not go. Every time he acted as if it was a joke but I knew it was not no one does that as a joke.
Everybody liked him because he was tall, good-looking and good at everything. So I knew they would not believe me if I told on him because who believes the ugly autist who goes on and on about conspiracy theories?
He had a girlfriend of course mogging me into oblivion.
Even my so called friends who sometimes saw this happen just played it off like it was a joke as well. So I acted as if it was a joke, a laugh, a giggle but it was not it hurt not at the time but as I learned more about the world and humanity I realised what he had done was horrible.
Maybe it was a way of dominating me as I believe he did not like me trying to fit into the social group but I guess I will never really know. Perhaps he got some satisfaction out of it?
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