I want to stop existing

[curryboy420]

I cannot imagine any way in which my life can get better realistically or even with miraculous help. There's too many people who casually walked into lives where they have girlfriends, good family, good jobs, great money and everything nice. Then there is me with everything fucking shit and trash and retarded family that pressured me into schizophrenia and OCD and depression for more than 10 years. And nothing ever goes right and everyone acts like a nigger to me. I shouldn't ven exist here in this shit world. I really have nobody and nothing and no opportunity is coming and it couldn't fix anything anyway. I need a whole new life and I am stuck in this shit failing one. I can never escape. I'm tired of eating the same shitty foods and smoking shit weed and sitting in my shitty banger car and everyone staring at me and having no family that are good with me and 0 friends and 0 social skills but maximum loneliness and left behindness

Seriously I don't know where to go from here I don't see how anything will change besides getting drafted to military for ww3. That I am looking forward to but it also wouldn't happen because they have enough reserves and wouldn't call someone like me. So I am just abandoned and left to rot here in my council flat with nothing in my life currently and nothing coming my way. I feel intense jealousy at successful and happy people. It made me real bitter seeing everyone else win. I don't think I can fix this bitterness and jadedness ever because It is too ingrained in me now. I just watched that green haired weed faggot on YouTube buy like £2000 worth of weed on a video and it made me really angry. I have to budget my weed money and get scammed by faggot nigger paki shit stains. This Ponce can waltz around Amsterdam and Thailand and buy whatever he fancies. I hate this world bro.

Thanks for reading. I am gonna sit in my mind and be angry now. Bye

 

[Grodd]

We were born unlucky and there is nothing we can do to change it

 

[curryboy420]

We were born unlucky and there is nothing we can do to change it

Except die

 

[Pancakecel]

We were born unlucky and there is nothing we can do to change it

Except die

 

[SickWeakCoward]

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qFwT-ejeBH8

 

[kay']

I need weed so bad

 

[Jacket]

I wanted the same for a while now but for some reason I keep existing. I feel like I'm not truly ready to go all the way yet.

 

[TooSomething]

Jump off a cliff.

 

[DutchCel01]

I feel that big dawg

 

[curryboy420]

Jump off a cliff.

Fk u nigger jew

 

[TooSomething]

Fk u nigger jew

U first, nigger jew.

 

[psyop]

sitting in my shitty banger car

Where’s the bmw gone

 

[curryboy420]

Where’s the bmw gone

I never had one I only rented it for a few months and then had to sell it like a loser

 

[Leon98]

I feel that big dawg

 

[Cnidoblastos]

We were born unlucky and there is nothing we can do to change it

 

[Mr.Breb]

no girlfriend = no porpoise

Best case is that you don't suicide bc of your survival instincts

 

[Autistic Uggo]

#MeToo

 

[Failed Pullout]

same

 

[Homegrownman326]

This is a very easy problem to solve, just paint the wall with your brains.

 

[InMemoriam]

same