DarkStar
⌖AutistWaffen Divisionϟϟ
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For those who don’t know, i’ve has it especially shit as of late: I stared at the start of the year I knew it was going to get worse for myself & every other person on this shit planet, so it’s not a surprise but it still absolutely fucking sucks.
A big source of contention, has been between that of me & my parents. I’ve especially grown to resent them even more, due to the whole IVFpill i’ve discussed.
I had a very intense & emotional discussion with both of them today, which I may discuss in another thread. I’ve already spoken to some users about it-you guys know who you are, and i’m thankful to have you to speak with.
Due to it being summer, one of the most miserable times of the year for me(of course, the disgusting heat doesn’t help)i’ve been reflecting on just how my life has been, how the past was for me, and how fucking hopeless I feel stuck in this awful country. Things get worse, and I just know it’s going to not improve; I’m speaking of my own circumstances & the collective wellbeing of society.
The one thing that came to my head, however, that gave me some comfort was just imaging this: I pictured watching a mushroom cloud from a nuclear bomb in the distance, everything being eviscerated before my eyes, knowing that everyone & everything will burn as will I, before it finally delivers me from the suffering of this “life”
And that, gave me one of the best smiles i’ve had in awhile.
A big source of contention, has been between that of me & my parents. I’ve especially grown to resent them even more, due to the whole IVFpill i’ve discussed.
I had a very intense & emotional discussion with both of them today, which I may discuss in another thread. I’ve already spoken to some users about it-you guys know who you are, and i’m thankful to have you to speak with.
Due to it being summer, one of the most miserable times of the year for me(of course, the disgusting heat doesn’t help)i’ve been reflecting on just how my life has been, how the past was for me, and how fucking hopeless I feel stuck in this awful country. Things get worse, and I just know it’s going to not improve; I’m speaking of my own circumstances & the collective wellbeing of society.
The one thing that came to my head, however, that gave me some comfort was just imaging this: I pictured watching a mushroom cloud from a nuclear bomb in the distance, everything being eviscerated before my eyes, knowing that everyone & everything will burn as will I, before it finally delivers me from the suffering of this “life”
And that, gave me one of the best smiles i’ve had in awhile.
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