Seriously, I want to slaughter this piece of shit. Cut off his head and feed it to the pigs.
He is two years younger than me. He had everything on easy-mode his whole life. Everything going for him since day one. While I had nothing. He lives with my workaholic father who is rich, although he didn't inherit my fathers genes and looks, or his workaholic autism. He is a chadlite material. Also, he always had great social life, having fun all the time, a lot of girls around him. He was a succesful basketball player in highschool. He is very low-inhibited. On top of that, he went to some expensive european private college, where he didn't have to study, just had fun all the time and got his grades handed to him, as long as my father paid his scholarship. Then my father paid his masters at some London college and he got that too. Now he works a high-paying job, doing nothing, and still having fun.
In the meantime I'm not only ugly and fat and socially awkward/autistic and poor as fuck and comepletely friendless, I'm also severly mentally ill and diagnosed as such, which made me go through severe episodes of nervous breakdowns and being commited to mental institutions over and over again. I was also severly bullied my whole life, ostracised, and made to go to hard college even though I'm unable to study for long. I also have physical stomach illness which made me a social cripple, chained to a bed most of times.
What makes me angry is that I never got anything going for me. And not only that, it's like on top of everything else, I had to get severly mentally ill which aggravated my suffering. I just hate him, how the fuck does someone get everything handed to him on a silver platter, while someone else gets only negative things in life?
He is two years younger than me. He had everything on easy-mode his whole life. Everything going for him since day one. While I had nothing. He lives with my workaholic father who is rich, although he didn't inherit my fathers genes and looks, or his workaholic autism. He is a chadlite material. Also, he always had great social life, having fun all the time, a lot of girls around him. He was a succesful basketball player in highschool. He is very low-inhibited. On top of that, he went to some expensive european private college, where he didn't have to study, just had fun all the time and got his grades handed to him, as long as my father paid his scholarship. Then my father paid his masters at some London college and he got that too. Now he works a high-paying job, doing nothing, and still having fun.
In the meantime I'm not only ugly and fat and socially awkward/autistic and poor as fuck and comepletely friendless, I'm also severly mentally ill and diagnosed as such, which made me go through severe episodes of nervous breakdowns and being commited to mental institutions over and over again. I was also severly bullied my whole life, ostracised, and made to go to hard college even though I'm unable to study for long. I also have physical stomach illness which made me a social cripple, chained to a bed most of times.
What makes me angry is that I never got anything going for me. And not only that, it's like on top of everything else, I had to get severly mentally ill which aggravated my suffering. I just hate him, how the fuck does someone get everything handed to him on a silver platter, while someone else gets only negative things in life?
