SuicideFuel I want to feel anything i can't anymore

[Eternalifeofdoom]

I'm going crazy, every day is like the day before, an endless cycles of boredom and sexual frustration. I don't have any hobbies or talents to help me cope. How long will this go on for? It doesn't seem like I'll die any time soon, I'm still young and in good health. I hate my genes and my brain chemistry more than my subhuman face. I want a purpose to live, I can't bear more than this.

 

[VintageCarCoper]

 

[Eternalifeofdoom]

I'm gonna change this avi

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[joocel52]

Same man tbh, i just feel numb and sad, a bit angry maybe. I try to copemaxxx doe

 

[VintageCarCoper]

I'm gonna change this avi

Nah, I like it

 

[VintageCarCoper]

Seriously though, I feel the same way. Things are so boring and it’s hard to feel excited for anything

 

[Eternalifeofdoom]

How do you cope, would u care to recommend sum?

Same man tbh, i just feel numb and sad, a bit angry maybe. I try to copemaxxx doe

 

[Eternalifeofdoom]

Ik it has to do with how my brain is wired. If i don't get any meaningful relationship soon i will rope bec i ain't no stoic mf

Seriously though, I feel the same way. Things are so boring and it’s hard to feel excited for anything

 

[VintageCarCoper]

Ik it has to do with how my brain is wired. If i don't get any meaningful relationship soon i will rope bec i ain't no stoic mf

Yeah, I can understand the feeling. I cope with my hobbies and other things. But it’s hard to keep pushing through life.

 

[joocel52]

How do you cope, would u care to recommend sum?

Sure man. Due to my autism i have some very specific interests (mostly history and zoology) so i just try to read as much as i can abkut them). I think you mentioned being autistic too so i assume you have something like that. As for the rest mostly listening to music as much as i can, and coping with anime. I manage to have 2 irl friends (both of which are low tier normies) so when do i get to see them it helps

 

[Grodd]

Nothing ever happens