Venting I want to die

[TheCommunist]

I'm getting to the point where i can no longer carry a conversation without the other person noticing the depression and sadness i have in my eyes. Can hardly smile, and it's a fake one. I can't do anything, can't get taller, can't get rich, can't be taken seriously by anyone, can't be loved...we don't have any control over our lives, playing with the hand that we were dealt, and if it's bad, f"ck, life is not worth living then.
Narrow skinny short frame with a bunch of acne on body and for whatever reason getting perceived as creepy 90% of the time. All gymcelling done is gaining like 30 lbs of muscle on a frame that is laughable so I went from 135 to 165 and yet 6 ft2+ guys are banging chicks drunk as fuck while heavier and leaner than me. I wish i wasn't born

 

[LittleDarkAge]

What would saint Elliot do?

 

[Insomniac]

What would saint Elliot do?

Continue sipping on his vanilla latte

 

[ihaveno1]

I wish i wasn't born

same man i wish this every day

Continue sipping on his vanilla latte

 

[Deleted member 17599]

What would saint Elliot do?

Go ER

 

[Deleted member 8884]

Take the Nihilism pill boyo.

 

[ManletHalfCurry]

I wish i wasn't born

Same every single day I wish it, existence in this cucked world is absolute torture, I wake up wanting to die, sit in a chair for 16+ hours and then go to sleep hoping I don't wake up.

There is no point trying to do anything, because if you are not chad, everything is cope.

 

[zangano1]

I want to die too

 

[StaroRavager]

I’m falling apart, it’s visible in my face and mannerisms now

 

[TheCommunist]

Take the Nihilism pill boyo.

Every day that passes by i think how pointless is this existence

I’m falling apart, it’s visible in my face and mannerisms now

It's getting hard to handle social situations normally when depression is flowing through your veins and you want to die..

 

[jerrycan dan]

You know what to do.