SuicideFuel I WANT TO DIE but can't

[eliya]

I do not lead a life Worthy of living
I'm not respected
I'm not loved
Not talented
Not smart
Not good looking

I hate everything about my self from my face to the the way I talk
I remember one of my teacher telling that all I'm good for is clowning
He was right ؟
My only way of interacting with normies is just clowning



I don't even blame foids for not liking me
I was not made for this world
assemble incorrectly
it was over since the day I was born


I wish I had the balls to do it
I have done it once it was scary
I cant kill myself and I can't live like this

I'm trying everything out like a mad dog but it is no use
I'm so tired
I want somebody to tell me that I did good job that is is okay I can just stop breathing


But even in that I'm alone
Sometimes I wonder what it feels like to have genuine passion about living
To be Good at something naturally
To Have a crush on somebody
To be desired .. ect
but I guess all of these things were never for me to life has always been a constant struggle I am tired so tired


Sometimes I feel like I'm dreaming and I will wake up completely normal but then I realize that this is just my nightmare's reality

 

[KinkyKanga]

 

[Neucher The Kanga]

did you write this

 

[chudjak]

Brutal. But killing yourself isn't about balls. If you kill yourself then all of the people who hate you win, the people who made you suffer your entire life get to go out and keep fucking and having fun while your corpse is rotting somewhere and they don't give a shit. Don't let them win like that

 

[Lonelyus]

Over for me too, Best i could do for now is LDAR

 

[eliya]

did you write this

Yes why are you asking?

 

[Neucher The Kanga]

Yes why are you asking?

maybe it's a copy pasta

 

[Soystein]

 

[eliya]

maybe it's a copy pasta

From where?
Like why would do that

 

[despisedpaul]

If you really want to die then die and stop being a pussy. I would kill myself but its not fair to transfer my darkness onto my family.

 

[Neucher The Kanga]

roping without SSRIs is unironically nearly impossible

 

[eliya]

roping without SSRIs is unironically nearly óo

I was on that shit
I tried killing myself in 9th grade I miraculously survived
After that horrifying failure I'm terrified form ever trying it again

 

[KinkyKanga]

I would kill myself but its not fair to transfer my darkness onto my family.

Based.

 

[Only_Perspective]

If you really want to die then die and stop being a pussy. I would kill myself but its not fair to transfer my darkness onto my family.

Same, the least I can do is to pretend everything is fine.

 

[suicidecase]

Mate, western society has poisoned your soul. You've absorbed all the wrong values and believed the constant barrage of propaganda that men have no value (unless they're good looking). Make some money and move to Thailand or somewhere, where you're valued. Try this before killing yourself.

 

[umsure]

Mate, western society has poisoned your soul. You've absorbed all the wrong values and believed the constant barrage of propaganda that men have no value (unless they're good looking). Make some money and move to Thailand or somewhere, where you're valued. Try this before killing yourself.

JFL at geomaxxing

 

[Based NaziCel]

Go ER before you rope (the best thing you can do)

 

[BPmonk]

The only solace I've come to find is finding some type of hobby or activity to keep me occupied. I like to read a lot, for example.

 

[SilverBullet]

Just woke up sadly. WHYYY CANT I DIE IN MY SLEEP

 

[suicidecase]

JFL at geomaxxing

JFl at wallowing in your misery instead of traveling to easily access everything you want.

 

[oldNgreycel]

Age?

 

[Roastie Crusher]

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ODV6mxVVRZk

 

[eliya]

JFl at wallowing in your misery instead of traveling to easily access everything you want.

I'm not white bro

 

[suicidecase]

I'm not white bro

You don't have to be. Black guys created the term "passport bro", not white guys.