have you been able to make any monetary gain from it?
I genuinely enjoy drawing, but I am an amateur and only use drawings as a way to give image to my fantasies, I will only be able to turn professional in 2-4 years if I study. And I'm honestly not in the mood for it.
is a big maybe. In fact, psychiatric hospitals here are not open, the private ones are extremely expensive to enter and the public ones only accept mentally insane people (psychiatric prison).
Then the best option is to enter a religious retreat of some religion. Here in Brazil, churches run a hostel for suicidal people, without the use of medication, but they force you to convert to a certain religion.