I need to achieve peace of mind. Get rid of negative thoughs while being aware of my condition. I know I'm incel but thinking about it is draining me mentally and physically. I need to accept my fate and move on with life. My focus should be on myself and those around me. Thinking about roasties is a waste of time and only makes angry. I noticed how babies are amazed by the most simple things and that made realized it's been a while since I truly enjoyed a meal or a good night of sleep. Back then, I used to stare at the sky and be amazed by the sight of it, nowadays I'm lost in my thoughts and I miss beautiful sceneries. Enjoying and appreciating simplicity is what I need to learn.
