Serious I Want Out

[OutcastedOutcast]

I'm tired of hiding at home . I want to learn MMA and learn to defend myself . I want to go to a gym and run on the treadmill . I want to take in fresh air and go on a walk .
I'm tired of being so scared of going out . I'm tired of letting my inceldom stop me from doing things . I know I'm an incel , there's no denying this .
Even if I achieve things in life , I am still grounded in the blackpill reality that afterall I am an incel .
I understand I must manage my expectations and stay grounded in the truth of me being an incel .
Everything in life becomes infinitely harder when your an incel .
Even something as simple as asking your classmates/co-workers about anything important , only to be ignored or told to shoo off rudely .
I am determined to make a change in my life .
I'm hoping in being a fitter and more intelligent incel with a certain range of skillsets .
All those dirty looks aren't going to stop me . All those threats to be beaten up isn't going to stop me . I want out .
I don't want to keep crying to myself and taking all the beatings mentally and physically .
I want things to be different . I hope I can do something . If not , then I apologize to my younger self when I look back years later at this post . I'm not going to kill off my sensitive side but I can't just be a walking doormat for the normies . I need to empower myself as hopeless as it is . Again , I'll still remain incel regardless .

I did my time and I want out So effusive - fade - it doesn't cut The soul is not so vibrant The reckoning, the sickening.

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5abamRO41fE

 

[LeFrenchCel]

View: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=FjV8SHjHvHk

 

[OutcastedOutcast]

View: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=FjV8SHjHvHk

Woah great song suggestion brocel .

 

[LeFrenchCel]

Woah great song suggestion brocel .

I saw the title of your thread, it made me think about this banger

 

[OutcastedOutcast]

I saw the title of your thread, it made me think about this banger

Thanks brocel , appreciate sharing your music interests .
Speaking of music this french singer's music always stood out from the rest of my playlist :

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=haHoDJfcOvI

 

[Savage]

converting this into a music thread

 

[UnwantedVirgin]

 

[OutcastedOutcast]

converting this into a music thread

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cFH5JgyZK1I

Sure no worries . I'm interested to explore new music .
Could always use workout music when I start going to the gym when I have the courage .

 

[OutcastedOutcast]

He's literally me!

 

[Savage]

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cFH5JgyZK1I

Sure no worries . I'm interested to explore new music .
Could always use workout music when I start going to the gym when I have the courage .

based
good song choice bro

 

[Orzmund]

Just do those things then.

 

[UnwantedVirgin]

He's literally me!

"Why oh why didn't we take the blue pill?"

 

[OutcastedOutcast]

based
good song choice bro

Nice catchy music brocel . Definitely a song you'll listen on the way back home .

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aPF8urKCCeM

 

[OutcastedOutcast]

"Why oh why didn't we take the blue pill?"

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X0G2yS752ew

 

[OutcastedOutcast]

Just do those things then.

I'll do what I can . Wish me luck brocel .

 

[CopingForBrutality]

I'm tired of hiding at home . I want to learn MMA and learn to defend myself . I want to go to a gym and run on the treadmill . I want to take in fresh air and go on a walk .
I'm tired of being so scared of going out . I'm tired of letting my inceldom stop me from doing things . I know I'm an incel , there's no denying this .
Even if I achieve things in life , I am still grounded in the blackpill reality that afterall I am an incel .
I understand I must manage my expectations and stay grounded in the truth of me being an incel .
Everything in life becomes infinitely harder when your an incel .
Even something as simple as asking your classmates/co-workers about anything important , only to be ignored or told to shoo off rudely .
I am determined to make a change in my life .
I'm hoping in being a fitter and more intelligent incel with a certain range of skillsets .
All those dirty looks aren't going to stop me . All those threats to be beaten up isn't going to stop me . I want out .
I don't want to keep crying to myself and taking all the beatings mentally and physically .
I want things to be different . I hope I can do something . If not , then I apologize to my younger self when I look back years later at this post . I'm not going to kill off my sensitive side but I can't just be a walking doormat for the normies . I need to empower myself as hopeless as it is . Again , I'll still remain incel regardless .




View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5abamRO41fE

Do everything you said, no point curling up at home because normoids don't like you. Once you come to terms with the blackpill and accept it for what it is, then you should automatically not care what the public thinks of you.. because you already know what they think.

 

[OutcastedOutcast]

Do everything you said, no point curling up at home because normoids don't like you. Once you come to terms with the blackpill and accept it for what it is, then you should automatically not care what the public thinks of you.. because you already know what they think.

Based . Your right brocel .
I think my foundation in the Blackpill is weaker than I thought . Thank you for your encouragement , means a lot .

 

[Orzmund]

I'll do what I can . Wish me luck brocel .

A life of happiness is becoming increasingly unreachable, take every measure necessary to lift yourself out of this nihilistic despair.

Oh, one last thing, avoid vitriolic people and affiliate with those who are a good influence.

 

[OutcastedOutcast]

A life of happiness is becoming increasingly unreachable, take every measure necessary to lift yourself out of this nihilistic despair.

Oh, one last thing, avoid vitriolic people and affiliate with those who are a good influence.

Interesting .
I'll take that into note brocel .
I do think it helps a lot to surround yourself with more down to earth and relaxed individuals than an aggressive and out of it individual .
I'll try to keep pushing , I will remain an incel no doubt in mind for the rest of my remaining lifespan but I want to look back and think "oh I did this and that! Not bad!"
Thank you , take care and wishing you the best in your journey as well brocel .