Blackpill i want a gf really bad wtf

[imbored21]

I have hired the same escort every two weeks for the last year. She is my oneitis now. It's such an exhilarating experience spending time with and getting to know a woman you are attracted to. She even told me her real name and lets me play fortnite with her for free. It's really sad but she is the person I am closest to on this planet. Unfortunately I mean nothing to her. I'm just some pathetic beta client that she probably makes fun of with her pimp and whore friends. lol@me. I need a gf so bad. Can't live without female companionship. It's impossible. I'd take off 30 years of my life if I could have a gf for 1 month. I hate my incel genetics. Girls hate my incel genetics. It's not fair.

 

[KyloRen]

Stop being such a cuck.

 

[RageAgainstTDL]

I have hired the same escort every two weeks for the last year. She is my oneitis now. It's such an exhilarating experience spending time with and getting to know a woman you are attracted to. She even told me her real name and lets me play fortnite with her for free. It's really sad but she is the person I am closest to on this planet. Unfortunately I mean nothing to her. I'm just some pathetic beta client that she probably makes fun of with her pimp and whore friends. lol@me. I need a gf so bad. Can't live without female companionship. It's impossible. I'd take off 30 years of my life if I could have a gf for 1 month. I hate my incel genetics. Girls hate my incel genetics. It's not fair.

Describe her or post a pic if you are willing. What's she like? What's a typical session like? You might call yourself sad but I wish I had the guts to do what you've done. How many other hookers have you banged? Any STDs eg. herpes?

Also what are your biggest limitations to getting a girlfriend?

I want one too man. It ain't easy. At least you have the balls to get laid.

 

[imbored21]

Describe her or post a pic if you are willing. What's she like? What's a typical session like? You might call yourself sad but I wish I had the guts to do what you've done. How many other hookers have you banged? Any STDs eg. herpes?

Also what are your biggest limitations to getting a girlfriend?

I want one too man. It ain't easy. At least you have the balls to get laid.

She's like a 6-7/10 girl next door type. Probably 5'6 115lbs, caucasian brunette. I was even disappointing with her looks when I first met her tbh, but she grew on me. Very intelligent girl who has a PhD at 25. A typical session is just having sex and then talking about random shit in bed lol. I've banged like 20-30 hookers. Most are a waste of money but maybe like 10% make you feel really good about yourself and give a good afterglow the following days. I've only got tested once and I had no STDs.

Biggest limitations to getting a girlfriend for me are social anxiety and below average looks.

 

[ProudIncelistani]

You entitled virgin loser misogynist! Improve your personality to be like mine!

 

[ProudIncelistani]

Stop being such a cuck.

 

[Hunter]

Stop being such a cuck.

 

[RageAgainstTDL]

She's like a 6-7/10 girl next door type. Probably 5'6 115lbs, caucasian brunette. I was even disappointing with her looks when I first met her tbh, but she grew on me. Very intelligent girl who has a PhD at 25. A typical session is just having sex and then talking about random shit in bed lol. I've banged like 20-30 hookers. Most are a waste of money but maybe like 10% make you feel really good about yourself and give a good afterglow the following days. I've only got tested once and I had no STDs.

Biggest limitations to getting a girlfriend for me are social anxiety and below average looks.

Hasn't banging all those girls decreased your social anxiety a bit?

How below average? Can you get matches/replies online?

 

[imbored21]

Hasn't banging all those girls decreased your social anxiety a bit?

How below average? Can you get matches/replies online?

It has reduced my social anxiety a lot but not enough to be NT. I think I'm a 4/10. I hardly get matches online and I'm too high inhib to meet up with them anyway.

 

[RageAgainstTDL]

It has reduced my social anxiety a lot but not enough to be NT. I think I'm a 4/10. I hardly get matches online and I'm too high inhib to meet up with them anyway.

You ever try drugs for your anxiety? Escitalopram? lorazepam? Propranolol? All not bad. You could even just try St.John's Wort over the counter if you don't want to see a doctor.

 

[imbored21]

You ever try drugs for your anxiety? Escitalopram? lorazepam? Propranolol? All not bad. You could even just try St.John's Wort over the counter if you don't want to see a doctor.

Yeah I tried basically every pharmaceutical for social anxiety. Didn't help at all. The only thing that helped was phenibut but it doesn't work anymore.

 

[Weirdcel]

You're not celibate if you're fucking a girl every two weeks. "Blah blah it's not validating", it's still many times better than just you and your hand.

 

[imbored21]

You're not celibate if you're fucking a girl every two weeks. "Blah blah it's not validating", it's still many times better than just you and your hand.

fapping feels a lot better than sex with a condom. I hire her to talk to her tbh.

 

[universallyabhorred]

Damn even escorts would reject us truecels.

 

[Weirdcel]

fapping feels a lot better than sex with a condom. I hire her to talk to her tbh.

You still get a lot of body skin-to-skin contact with a real girl you don't get from fapping. That's HUGE.

If your escort is that open to talking to you, even better. Makes it more validating if anything.

 

[Deleted member 1617]

Damn even escorts would reject us truecels.

curries are banned from hiring escorts KEK. it used to be blacks, but now curries are hated even more LMAOOOOOOOO

 

[StormlitAqua]

She's like a 6-7/10 girl next door type. Probably 5'6 115lbs, caucasian brunette. I was even disappointing with her looks when I first met her tbh, but she grew on me. Very intelligent girl who has a PhD at 25. A typical session is just having sex and then talking about random shit in bed lol. I've banged like 20-30 hookers. Most are a waste of money but maybe like 10% make you feel really good about yourself and give a good afterglow the following days. I've only got tested once and I had no STDs.

Biggest limitations to getting a girlfriend for me are social anxiety and below average looks.

Why is she working as a hooker if she has a PHD?

 

[eurocel]

Lets me play fortnite with her for free hahahahahaha

 

[Falling]

Lets me play fortnite with her for free hahahahahaha

Saddest thing I've read in my life.

 

[Deleted member 818]

Stop being such a cuck.

 

[Permafrost]

I have heared a lot of odd things people do with sex workers but playing fortnite with them was a new one...

This is kind of why legalizing brothels would not really change our situation. It is not about sex, it is about our failure to be included into humanity. We can't be human enough for people to respect us, women know there is something wrong with us and avoid us automatically. If it was about sex only then legalization would not really matter because it is not that hard to find a prostitute even in places where it is not legal. Sex is not the answer itself, the lack of sex is just a huge, painful symptom of the bigger problem. Sleeping with someone who struggles to hide her discomfort of even being around you will just be a reminder of how much of an outcast we are, that we can not make people like us.

 

[Americanpsycho]

Stop being such a cuck.

Exactly, GiGA cuck

 

[Deleted member 1039]

Just your typical thread from imbored21, JFL

 

[Kointo1]

Stop being such a cuck.

 

[Newbie17]

Stop being such a cuck.