
Lookslikeit
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- Jun 20, 2022
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im just 27, and i feel like im gonna give up bfr 30. its unsurmountable levels of cope you need after 30 (i feel) to deal with this diabolical reality. its waking up every single day without any purpose. any family (of your own, not talking nuclear) to have your back, wipe out your tears, save your fears, nothing. NOTHING.
how can you live only for yourself and just yourself?! im not a lion, nor a fucking cheetah. i just wanted some human warmth, a bitch to tell me everything is gonna be ok and shit. but noooo. i dont deserve anything, not a speck of dust, according to soyciety...
theres a comment i saw whatifalthist say in one of his videos that goes something like: "any warlord of the past would sell his own children and his soul to the devil for just a tenth of the number of disenfranchised, young, combat aged men with nothing to lose in the world today"
yk, that phrase alone makes me feel like its a set up, in a way. like our never ending misery was designed by the powers that be, in a sort of machiavelian game. but im too tired to explain it now.
im out.
how can you live only for yourself and just yourself?! im not a lion, nor a fucking cheetah. i just wanted some human warmth, a bitch to tell me everything is gonna be ok and shit. but noooo. i dont deserve anything, not a speck of dust, according to soyciety...
theres a comment i saw whatifalthist say in one of his videos that goes something like: "any warlord of the past would sell his own children and his soul to the devil for just a tenth of the number of disenfranchised, young, combat aged men with nothing to lose in the world today"
yk, that phrase alone makes me feel like its a set up, in a way. like our never ending misery was designed by the powers that be, in a sort of machiavelian game. but im too tired to explain it now.
im out.