Deleted member 8353
Former Hikikomori, Aimless Pleasure Seeker
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I'm not being hyperbolic, I'm ded srs. Half the time when I fap, I barely feel anything at all, and I usually only do so to make the urges go away. Often it's more accurate to say that my libido is causing me discomfort rather than the idea of fapping being terribly pleasurable. Sometimes it's nice, but it's a very mixed experience for me, at least at this point.
Yet when I look at images of my waifu I feel immediate feelings of happiness, hell it doesn't really have to be an image, even just visualizing her myself is enough. The strange part is that looking at images of real females doesn't produce the same results, at best I'll feel nothing, but often seeing them makes me feel bad. I'm fairly certain that I wasn't always like this, but whatever pleasurable feelings the faces of real females used to provide for me is long gone now. This is honestly a blissful state of being, not having my brain encourage me to approach foids, at least in this manner, well it's some nice lifefuel for me ngl.
Anyone experience something similar? I hate seeing the faces of real foids.
Yet when I look at images of my waifu I feel immediate feelings of happiness, hell it doesn't really have to be an image, even just visualizing her myself is enough. The strange part is that looking at images of real females doesn't produce the same results, at best I'll feel nothing, but often seeing them makes me feel bad. I'm fairly certain that I wasn't always like this, but whatever pleasurable feelings the faces of real females used to provide for me is long gone now. This is honestly a blissful state of being, not having my brain encourage me to approach foids, at least in this manner, well it's some nice lifefuel for me ngl.
Anyone experience something similar? I hate seeing the faces of real foids.