Stone Heart
Greycel
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- Joined
- Aug 23, 2023
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I had the notion that cigarette smokers attract women. They're the Clint Eastwood types, cowboys, badboys. After all, every Brad Pitt of Fight Club or every patron of war smoked tobacco.
I would stand in front of my university, just chain-smoking staring at the girls, I would sit on benches all alone. Nobody came near me, no one even looked my way. I tried so hard to ignite a lot of smoke so that they'd at least even look and smile at me.. nothing. Not even a glance, not even a look of surprise.
Yet they hang around tall boys who are really attractive. They're always smiling next to them. I feel so suffocated, I feel so worthless. Even low tier Beckie's don't give a squat about my existence. Why live when I'm always ignored? I don't know. This existence is torture. I hate being a curry manlet. I sat behind girls hoping that they'd turn around and fall in love with me, they wouldn't even flinch!
I would stand in front of my university, just chain-smoking staring at the girls, I would sit on benches all alone. Nobody came near me, no one even looked my way. I tried so hard to ignite a lot of smoke so that they'd at least even look and smile at me.. nothing. Not even a glance, not even a look of surprise.
Yet they hang around tall boys who are really attractive. They're always smiling next to them. I feel so suffocated, I feel so worthless. Even low tier Beckie's don't give a squat about my existence. Why live when I'm always ignored? I don't know. This existence is torture. I hate being a curry manlet. I sat behind girls hoping that they'd turn around and fall in love with me, they wouldn't even flinch!