Blackpill I used to be a SoundCloud rapper.

[BSGMANLET]

It all started in 8th grade.
I wanted to fit in with my black peers so at the time I started thugmaxxing and rapping. I remember when I didn't have a studio or headphones and used to rap with no equipment and the audio sound like shit.
This was during early 2017 when Mumble/trap metal/Emo rap was getting popular. So I thought why not make my own songs.
Well that didn't end well.
I ended up getting roasted for how bad my music was. In my Culinary class there's this one kid who was annoying as shit, always taking my bookbag and running with it anyways. He ended up showing the teacher my song and the teacher listened to the whole entire thing and the teacher just sat there smirking. I know for a fact he had to be laughing at it. The next day I found out one of my popular hood friends made rap music and he had way more views than me and I found out a year ago he has a gf too. This just shows being a stereotypical hood dude gets you popular.
He did nothing at all to get black girls. Just exist while I got rejected,isolated from them for not being NT and Thuggish.
He got atleast 3k views or 1000 views while I got 100 or barely 10.
In the group chat I use to have this one guy sent a video of one of my thuggmaxxed bullies. The nigga was smoking weed and listening to my song amd laughing about how bad it sound.
Funny enough after that I still was delusional and after 2 years I still kept making music just to barely get any views.
I told my best friend I'd stop making music because it wasn't getting anywhere because we use to be a duo. Even though I was getting better,I didn't really enjoy rapping atp. So I just stopped.
My whole life was trying to fit in with black normies and it hasn't changed now.
I am truly a failed normie

 

[Anthrofurrcel]

Brutal

 

[RechargedSamsung]

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Yeah i rapped too when i was 14 here’s my god like rapping skills in work when i was 14 kek
/s

 

[BSGMANLET]

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Yeah i rapped too when i was 14 here’s my god like rapping skills in work when i was 14 kek
/s

We making it back to the hood with this one.
Jfl This is exactly how I use to sound

 

[TheTroonAnnihilator]

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Yeah i rapped too when i was 14 here’s my god like rapping skills in work when i was 14 kek
/s

Based rappercel

 

[KILLEVERYLASTCURRY]

Brutal stuff I also failed at normiemaxxing and thugmaxxing. Funnily I was also in 8th grade during early 2017 when X and the whole South Florida trap scene started gaining mainstream attention. You’re nowhere near as retarded as my dumbass who tried thugmaxxing in freshman year HS as a darkskin curry (tbf most of my school was curry, I live in a mostly-curry suburb in NJ). Thankfully I NEVER tried rapping, though I still made myself into a laughingstock with my antics.

Hilariously enough, another cringemaxxed poojeet who was also trying to thugmaxx was beefing with me for a period that year. During said period, he was both looking to fight me as well as make a diss track on me and post it to Soundcloud. Tbf he was a tallfag and probably would have won, but he ended up calling off the fight for some reason I don’t remember. He also never posted that diss track since I threatened to reupload it to Youtube with some clickbait title like “ULTIMATE INDIAN CRINGE” and embarass tf out of him.

Thugmaxxers in my school were pretty pussy tbh. Some of the black kids pulled it off well aesthetically, but they ultimately were still posers. Interestingly though, one actual hood nigga from Jersey City moved to my suburb in sophomore year, and when I came across his Instagram that year I saw that he was actually clicked up with a mixed set of Bloods and Hoovers, throwing up their sign and shit. Idk if he was an actual gangbanger, but he definitely rolled with them; he would also go back to visit his hood every weekend. Ironically he was more chill than most of the poser thug wannabes in the school

 

[RechargedSamsung]

We making it back to the hood with this one.
Jfl This is exactly how I use to sound

Based rappercel

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[weaselbomber]

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Yeah i rapped too when i was 14 here’s my god like rapping skills in work when i was 14 kek
/s

View: https://voca.ro/141lAWRDuanl

 

[BSGMANLET]

Looks like we’re the same age lol; I was also in 8th grade during early 2017 when X and the whole South Florida trap scene started gaining mainstream attention. You’re nowhere near as retarded as my dumbass who tried thugmaxxing in freshman year HS as a darkskin curry (tbf most of my school was curry, I live in a mostly-curry suburb in NJ). Thankfully I NEVER tried rapping, though I still made myself into a laughingstock with my antics.

Funnily enough, another cringemaxxed poojeet who was also trying to thugmaxx was beefing with me for a period that year. During said period, he was both looking to fight me as well as make a diss track on me and post it to Soundcloud. Tbf he was a tallfag and probably would have won, but he ended up calling off the fight for some reason I don’t remember. He also never posted that diss track since I threatened to reupload it to Youtube with some clickbait title like “ULTIMATE INDIAN CRINGE” and embarass tf out of him.

Thugmaxxers in my school were pretty pussy tbh. Some of the black kids pulled it off well aesthetically, but they ultimately were still posers. Interestingly though, one actual hood nigga from Jersey City moved to my suburb in sophomore year, and when I came across his Instagram that year I saw that he was actually clicked up with a mixed set of Bloods and Hoovers, throwing up their sign and shit. Idk if he was an actual gangbanger, but he definitely rolled with them, he would also go back to visit his hood every weekend. Ironically he was more chill than most of the poser thug wannabes in the school

Yeah the REAL hood dudes were the chill ones.
There were some real gangsters in my hs, but they weren't from the hood.

 

[KILLEVERYLASTCURRY]

Yeah the REAL hood dudes were the chill ones.

I’ve been wondering why this seems to often be the case. The impression I get is that actual gangbangers move smarter than wannabes, so they’re less likely to engage in random chimpouts and shit like that.

The guy from Jersey City did once start a loud verbal fight with another kid over a basketball game, but he later squashed it with the kid – and took the initiative to do so himself – which is something you’d never see most of the local thugmaxxers in my school do.

There were some real gangsters in my hs, but they weren't from the hood.

Interesting. Does your community border a hood or something? I’ve heard gangs sometimes spill over into nearby communities

 

[femcelbreedingnig]

3k views is as meaningless as 300