Spider-Man
Menace
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- Sep 23, 2018
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An average Monarch Butterfly, which possesses immense beauty, has a lifespan of 2 to 6 weeks
I've been here for 18 years
I still haven't been apprehended by a policeman for walking outside
I know for a fact that I will be
I have my own pad now in Istanbul
It's on the 18th floor
It has a bad view but I can still see the sea when I twist my head properly
Nobody wants to talk to me at college except for the girl I love
She says good morning
She offers me a seat
She backs me up when I have a hard time speaking
She is aware of the fact that I'm zero
Yet she has such a big heart that she doesn't mind
Because she is an angel
But I'm a vermin
Why did my mother want to marry such an ugly guy I don't want to know
Why did they want to have a child I will never understand
Little did they know that beauty is everything
I'm ugly now thanks to them
What would be different if I wasn't ugly
Would I be any different I don't know
But I wouldn't be unhappy for sure
I do not know if I should live any longer
I do not know if I should wait for my underbite treatment to finish
I do not know if I should drop out
I promised myself I'd lose 90 pounds by my next birthday
I only lost 40
I still look the same, only a less disturbing
The school will start in 5 hours
Her eyes will be my birthday present
I know I shouldn't be allowed near her
But one little gaze can't hurt
I turned 18 today
I've been here for 18 years
I still haven't been apprehended by a policeman for walking outside
I know for a fact that I will be
I have my own pad now in Istanbul
It's on the 18th floor
It has a bad view but I can still see the sea when I twist my head properly
Nobody wants to talk to me at college except for the girl I love
She says good morning
She offers me a seat
She backs me up when I have a hard time speaking
She is aware of the fact that I'm zero
Yet she has such a big heart that she doesn't mind
Because she is an angel
But I'm a vermin
Why did my mother want to marry such an ugly guy I don't want to know
Why did they want to have a child I will never understand
Little did they know that beauty is everything
I'm ugly now thanks to them
What would be different if I wasn't ugly
Would I be any different I don't know
But I wouldn't be unhappy for sure
I do not know if I should live any longer
I do not know if I should wait for my underbite treatment to finish
I do not know if I should drop out
I promised myself I'd lose 90 pounds by my next birthday
I only lost 40
I still look the same, only a less disturbing
The school will start in 5 hours
Her eyes will be my birthday present
I know I shouldn't be allowed near her
But one little gaze can't hurt
I turned 18 today