Today i had nothing to do at work, so i've started browsing the main page of Reddit, and i've stumbled into this post:
Basically, it's a story of a guy that saved a girl that broke her spinal cord by falling into a pool but he regrets it because she opened a blog about how her life was all but suffering. She ended her life by starving herself after some years of the incident.
Browsing through the comments i've found who this girl was and i've read her blog:
So, i got captivated by the terrible situation this girl was and the detailed way she was describing her ordeal. My first thought was "minus the misogynistic aspect, those things could have been wrote by an incel".
Don't get me wrong: even as an incel, i'd rather prefer being ugly but healthy than alive but paralyzed and not be able to die (which is a FAR WORSE situation) but holy shit, reading her posts seemed really reading a lot of incel stuff, maybe because we are all struggling to live this meaningless shit.
The second thought i had was that at least crippled people gets compassion and support while we, even if we wouldn't vent our frustrations (which is enough for people to label us as "evil"), would get, at most, the usual "just shower, bro!" while we'd keeping rotting alone. People cannot accept that there are situations that you CANNOT resolve so, if the condition is "ambiguous " as being ugly (it isn't, but due to it's nature it allows people to pretend it is), they just deny it. Of course you can't do that with a crippled person, so a crippled person, at least, gets all the support in the world (even if, to be true, even the girl faced people telling her "at least you are alive!" which sounds really like "just have a shower bro" but much much worse).
Now, the third thought, which is the one that made me write this, came into my mind when i've started reading that this girl had everything. She had money, looks and, from what she writes, she was into "guidos" (which i guess it's a word to define italian chads) and then she found some high tier normie nerd which she strangely "fell in love" (=she started to settle, i guess). She talked about her dresses and stuff and that she went to parties and clubs. I can easily imagine that, for this girl, i would have been, AT BEST, the guy she'd settle with... but probably not. The guy she settled with was a high tier normie with glasses.
Point is, imagining all this girl had and that, for her, i'd probably be nothing (because i'm ugly, something out of my control), made me feel way less emphaty toward her.. and she suffered a tremendous situation.
Honestly i don't like being like this, but it appears clear to me that ugly people are doomed to become "villains", because we suffer a lot in our life but we do not get any support.
Basically, it's a story of a guy that saved a girl that broke her spinal cord by falling into a pool but he regrets it because she opened a blog about how her life was all but suffering. She ended her life by starving herself after some years of the incident.
Browsing through the comments i've found who this girl was and i've read her blog:
Life; Paralyzed
My thoughts & day to day struggles, living with paralysis. Current information related to spinal cord injuries and paralysis. Visit my website for more information: christinasymanski.com.
lifeparalyzed.blogspot.com
So, i got captivated by the terrible situation this girl was and the detailed way she was describing her ordeal. My first thought was "minus the misogynistic aspect, those things could have been wrote by an incel".
Don't get me wrong: even as an incel, i'd rather prefer being ugly but healthy than alive but paralyzed and not be able to die (which is a FAR WORSE situation) but holy shit, reading her posts seemed really reading a lot of incel stuff, maybe because we are all struggling to live this meaningless shit.
The second thought i had was that at least crippled people gets compassion and support while we, even if we wouldn't vent our frustrations (which is enough for people to label us as "evil"), would get, at most, the usual "just shower, bro!" while we'd keeping rotting alone. People cannot accept that there are situations that you CANNOT resolve so, if the condition is "ambiguous " as being ugly (it isn't, but due to it's nature it allows people to pretend it is), they just deny it. Of course you can't do that with a crippled person, so a crippled person, at least, gets all the support in the world (even if, to be true, even the girl faced people telling her "at least you are alive!" which sounds really like "just have a shower bro" but much much worse).
Now, the third thought, which is the one that made me write this, came into my mind when i've started reading that this girl had everything. She had money, looks and, from what she writes, she was into "guidos" (which i guess it's a word to define italian chads) and then she found some high tier normie nerd which she strangely "fell in love" (=she started to settle, i guess). She talked about her dresses and stuff and that she went to parties and clubs. I can easily imagine that, for this girl, i would have been, AT BEST, the guy she'd settle with... but probably not. The guy she settled with was a high tier normie with glasses.
Point is, imagining all this girl had and that, for her, i'd probably be nothing (because i'm ugly, something out of my control), made me feel way less emphaty toward her.. and she suffered a tremendous situation.
Honestly i don't like being like this, but it appears clear to me that ugly people are doomed to become "villains", because we suffer a lot in our life but we do not get any support.
