I think about it alot,somedays i think i will kill myself before age 25 but then other days when my copes are going good i think i'll just indulge in copes till i somehow die.
I will die when i die 
Dont die brocel
Dont die brocel
Same, personally I think I may end up with no other options.
I do think about it too, but i know i can't do it because i'm scared of what is after.
Thanks man i try to hold on everyday broI will die when i die
Dont die brocel
I don't think I'll make it to 60 even if I stay alive. My body will wear down from the stress I'll probably have a stress induced heart attack by the time I'm in my 50s.
My survival instinct and copes keep me alive
Yeah There is no way i'm making it to 60
I would not want to be old like that
Most people don't even make it past their 80s anyway.
True
I think about it a lot, for years. I was depressed very early on way before the Blackpill.
Technically I dont see it as depression. I just really want to die.
I just have that inner desire of dying. The past week I have been thinking about the best ways. Sadly I dont have a gun.
Roping is easy but also kinda mentally hard.
I wouldnt mind cyanide poisoning. But its illegal to get.
Well, i just dont know... i will talk about my psychiatrist about it.
Technically I dont see it as depression. I just really want to die.
I just have that inner desire of dying. The past week I have been thinking about the best ways. Sadly I dont have a gun.
Roping is easy but also kinda mentally hard.
I wouldnt mind cyanide poisoning. But its illegal to get.
Well, i just dont know... i will talk about my psychiatrist about it.
it's probably instincts keeping me up too, still have some copes i would like to try like drugs.
i think about dying everyday but i try not to
Yeah there are different methods it depends on what you have access to
Well there is only 2 possibilities: Nothing...like not even "black" basically what was the state of your existence for 13.9 billion years before your parents decided to fuck it up for you.
And the other possibility is respawning - better to say The Egg Theory.
It's because of the first one that i don't, the second would be more okay but it would also mean that i will live the worst lives possible too.
I feel like I'm gonna have a heart attack soon I eat burgers ever day I need to find a new food for eat health and also need to take multi vitmanins
I think my ego is too big to ever kill myself but as I approach 30 and then when I eventually hit that and start approaching 40, and I'm still a virgin, I can only imagine how fucked my mental state will be.
i will probably commit at 30 when my brothers are old enough and distant enough to deal with grief.
I feel this every time i finish a good game mainly because i never got to be in that world forever that i was temporary escaping in
It makes me sad that i cant live in a world where you can get these superpowers or something and it makes me sad to think that this is my reality so that when i get depressed it offen leads to thoughts of roping
I’m for sure not making it past 30
It makes me sad that i cant live in a world where you can get these superpowers or something and it makes me sad to think that this is my reality so that when i get depressed it offen leads to thoughts of roping
I’m for sure not making it past 30
i want to hopefully get the courage to do it soon. I don't deserve this life.
I think i'll be dead before 30
I have 2 states: either I am happy after a food + vidya coping session or I am extremely depressed and suicidal after something bad happens or after I witness something brutal. This constant mood switching is not good for my mental health, I can tell.
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I'm alive because I'm too pussy to hang myself, stab myself, and there's nowhere to jump from. If guns were legal I would have killed myself already.
Yeah i feel different alot but mostly depressed as fuck
I don't want to ever kill myself, but if it happens it will happen as a result of a sudden burst of emotions that I can't control. Those emotions are for sure building up as a result of loneliness, so as long as I still believe I can build friendships or even ascend in the future, I have hope.
I've been the most forgiving, honestly even selfless person my whole life. Whenever I sit down and think about it I come to the conclusion that I should put myself above everyone else, that I should be the center of the universe. However, when I get the opportunity to walk over someone to save my own skin, I cave in and let people take advantage of me. Even if they deserve to get walked over. Must be low self-worth. I am a doormat.
I hope if I ever come to the point where I want to kill myself, I at the very least try to do a 180 and start being a selfish, machivellian person.
I've been the most forgiving, honestly even selfless person my whole life. Whenever I sit down and think about it I come to the conclusion that I should put myself above everyone else, that I should be the center of the universe. However, when I get the opportunity to walk over someone to save my own skin, I cave in and let people take advantage of me. Even if they deserve to get walked over. Must be low self-worth. I am a doormat.
I hope if I ever come to the point where I want to kill myself, I at the very least try to do a 180 and start being a selfish, machivellian person.
you n me both brocel
I will literally never kill myself. I exist to make femoids seethe and feel disgust. If I can actively make a normies life worse, I will have considered my life being worth it. I also plan to get rich and expand more on my hobbies.
No, you cannot die. You are Homelander. Homelander does not die.
Imagine if you knew what comes after death and thst which comes after is even worse, regardless of how you've lived your life.
Just lineliness reduces your lifespan significantly.
Currently my life expentancy is at 73 years.
It used to be higher.
Try to hold on as much as life sucks maybe see it even as a revenge for how people treated you yet you’re not leaving yet. I think everyone matters
Eat healthy, man. I would hate to see you go so soon.
I read somewhere that autism reduces lifespan by 20 years, so in my country I should live 52-54 years
I'm too much of a needy coward to do it.
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It will not make your suffering end ,only Jesus can truly end suffering!
im thinking heroin overdose might be the way. you will be in total bliss and then..off into the sunset, for good.
I ate a chicken burger today and skipped the milkshake it should be better for me
And I doubt anyone would give a shit if I died tbh I think about it sometimes that nobody really knows me and I'm not needed by anyone so I am pretty much worthless person
BasedI will die when i die
Dont die brocel
We're all in this shit together. Hell, I would even miss the brocels here who hate my guts because I am white.
But they are still my brocels.
We are united in the pain and loneliness.
If being an incel wasn't so stigmatized and outright criminalized I would have already met up with fellow brocels in my area.
Nobody hates you for being white they hate white cels because they have a better lottery ticket out of here and it's more likely to hit
Which area do you live in
Germoney.
I hear u on that, my whole life has been consumed by stress. Prolonged stress from crippling dejection from society which results in anxiety, depression and sleep disorders, fuck this life
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