(First post btw sorry if this is retarded but I have nowhere else to share this)
I've beaten my dick so hard over the years that now the only thing that feels good is edging and delaying my orgasm for hours and hours on end. Usually when I do this, I put on some porn and just let the videos autoplay. Typically this works fine because I've lost many of my preferences over the years and seeing any type of intimacy between a man and woman is good enough for me. The only time I skip a video is when there's a tranny or landwhale involved, that and gay shit obviously, but the algorithm seems to have gotten good at not showing me that shit anymore.
Today I was about 2.5 hours into edging, which is on the short side for me now. A video came up with two dudes, one of them black, and a tiny "barely legal" (lul) blonde whore. Threesomes with two dudes isn't my preference, especially not interracial ones, but the chick was cute enough and I couldn't be fucked to skip the video. I was stroking my cock like usual when I soon realized this wasn't a threesome video.
It was cuck shit.
The moment that whore started stroking Tyrone's dick while berating her "husband" for his inferior tiny white cock, I came so hard my legs were shaking and I even got cum on my chin (I like to jack off with my legs up on my desk.) After I recovered from my orgasm, I started to cry realizing that I wasn't just an incel, I might be an actual, literal fucking cuck to boot.
What should I do? Should I accept my fate as cuckold or should I just rope to save myself further humiliation?
I've beaten my dick so hard over the years that now the only thing that feels good is edging and delaying my orgasm for hours and hours on end. Usually when I do this, I put on some porn and just let the videos autoplay. Typically this works fine because I've lost many of my preferences over the years and seeing any type of intimacy between a man and woman is good enough for me. The only time I skip a video is when there's a tranny or landwhale involved, that and gay shit obviously, but the algorithm seems to have gotten good at not showing me that shit anymore.
Today I was about 2.5 hours into edging, which is on the short side for me now. A video came up with two dudes, one of them black, and a tiny "barely legal" (lul) blonde whore. Threesomes with two dudes isn't my preference, especially not interracial ones, but the chick was cute enough and I couldn't be fucked to skip the video. I was stroking my cock like usual when I soon realized this wasn't a threesome video.
It was cuck shit.
The moment that whore started stroking Tyrone's dick while berating her "husband" for his inferior tiny white cock, I came so hard my legs were shaking and I even got cum on my chin (I like to jack off with my legs up on my desk.) After I recovered from my orgasm, I started to cry realizing that I wasn't just an incel, I might be an actual, literal fucking cuck to boot.
What should I do? Should I accept my fate as cuckold or should I just rope to save myself further humiliation?
