I (25F) accidentally let it slip that I would prefer my boyfriend’s (26M) penis to be slightly bigger.
Me and my boyfriend have been together for 2 years and now that we’re isolated together, we’ve been looking for new things to try in the bedroom. My boyfriend is great in bed, but I have had better partners. I suspect that the guy were better because they were bigger in length and girth. My boyfriend is about 5.5 inches and he says he’s average in girth. My last partner who was the biggest I’ve had and so far the best, was a little over 7 inches and had decent girth.
When discussing ways to spice up our sex, I asked him how would he feel about using new toys on me. I tried to specifically avoid saying anything about his size to avoid this situation. He said he was open to it and I changed the subject. A little bit later I asked him about using a cock ring. He said he thought that was a good idea, and then I asked if he’s ever heard of extenders. He then stopped the conversation dead in its tracks and asked why he would need one. I told him exactly, “I just wanna try a different size.” He then asked me if I thought his penis was too small, I told him I didn’t think his was small at all, but I would prefer above average. He was just kinda looked stunned. He asked me if I had been with anyone bigger, and I told him that I have been with someone that was around 6 inches, but he(my boyfriend) was better than him, which is true.
Since then we haven’t had sex once, whenever I try to have some fun with him, he tells me he’s not in the mood. I didn’t want for this to happen, and this is the first time I’ve found him being insecure about his size. We joke back and forth with each other, he’ll tell me I have a flat ass and I tell him he has a baby dick and we laugh with each other. If I had known telling him this would bother him I would never had said it. How do I help him?