Serious I thought I was smart

[Tarblackpill]

I wouldnt really care if I was dumb, if I dod have success with women, but I don't even have this. I am currently failing my masters, and I am slowly realizing I can't self teach myself anything. I dontbknow what to do anymore. I'm visualizing myself ending up as a clerk in an office doing absolutely nothing that I will be proud at. My mind is blank 247. I just wont improve in anything, and I honestly believe that if I was smarter I could statusmaxc and leave inceldom behind....idk what to do...

 

[Deleted member 31869]

I wouldnt really care if I was dumb, if I dod have success with women, but I don't even have this. I am currently failing my masters, and I am slowly realizing I can't self teach myself anything. I dontbknow what to do anymore. I'm visualizing myself ending up as a clerk in an office doing absolutely nothing that I will be proud at. My mind is blank 247. I just wont improve in anything, and I honestly believe that if I was smarter I could statusmaxc and leave inceldom behind....idk what to do...

shit man i feel you

for what it's worth statusmaxxing is a cope, you either look good or you dont

also its probably the depression. no one is so low IQ as to not be able to get a degree despite putting themselves to it, it's literally memorizing shit and following instructions. if you cant you're probably just depressed and not dumb. if you had a gf at home to go back to, who was looking forward to seeing you, you would be able to get the masters with no problem

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

statusmaxxxing = beta buck cuck

 

[Tarblackpill]

shit man i feel you

for what it's worth statusmaxxing is a cope, you either look good or you dont

also its probably the depression. no one is so low IQ as to not be able to get a degree despite putting themselves to it, it's literally memorizing shit and following instructions. if you cant you're probably just depressed and not dumb. if you had a gf at home to go back to, who was looking forward to seeing you, you would be able to get the masters with no problem

Thanks for the support man. More than just the masters, I am frustrated at my lack of the ability to self teach skills. For example I am sketching, but I'm still at the same level for the last 3 years or so.

 

[Deleted member 31869]

Thanks for the support man. More than just the masters, I am frustrated at my lack of the ability to self teach skills. For example I am sketching, but I'm still at the same level for the last 3 years or so.

I feel for you brocel. It's extremely frustrating to feel dumb and like your best isn't enough. Like I said I think it's more about being depressed than being dumb.

I don't know shit about sketching, but maybe if you're stuck on a very basic level, you could find some tutorials or help on reddit or something, and it'd actually help, but idk.

When I was stuck in my parents house, I was trying to help out with open source projects in order to put it on my resume and get a stemcel job, and I remember that people thought I wasn't taking it seriously or was putting very little time into it (but didn't complain as I was helping for free), but actually I was dedicating several hours daily to it. JFL. I was extremely depressed and worn down because my parents are huge bullies, I feel that I have an easier time figuring things out now (even though my life still sucks).

 

[SoloAlex]

I wouldnt really care if I was dumb, if I dod have success with women, but I don't even have this.

This is a smart statement tbh. You are more probably not dump but just unmotivated/depressed due to inceldom.

 

[Tarblackpill]

Well I am at work atm, and I just had a convo with females about this shit and they all say I have the brain to get status, but still I think I have tricked them.
Nevertheless I am still ugly af.....I am actually physically d9sabled and thus weird looking.....idk guys
I am really fucked up. I cant even think on the whole "women'' thing anymore

 

[Deleted member 33902]

I thought I was too, until I realized that my intelligence will be pushed aside and abused by everyone

 

[Izayacel]

Dark triad > intelligence

 

[InMyCellInHell]

I wouldnt really care if I was dumb, if I dod have success with women, but I don't even have this. I am currently failing my masters, and I am slowly realizing I can't self teach myself anything. I dontbknow what to do anymore. I'm visualizing myself ending up as a clerk in an office doing absolutely nothing that I will be proud at. My mind is blank 247. I just wont improve in anything, and I honestly believe that if I was smarter I could statusmaxc and leave inceldom behind....idk what to do...

>getting masters
iq mogs me to hell and back. I'm more of a numb to life sensation than anything else. It feels like a surreal dream with sharp pain and constant misery.

 

[Deleted member 32725]

Don't even have my Bachelor's yet so gigamogs me

 

[PoodankMcGee]

Im a receptionist/office clerk and its chill as fuck tbh. Jfl at being "proud" of your wageslavery for some clown society. I get paid the same if im mediocre or not, especially in the public sector. Most office fags are bullshit jobs anyway. Hopefully once i graduate uni i can get a similar position that actually pays a living wage.