SuicideFuel I think of suicide and death daily

[DisposableMale01]

Im not planning on killing myself, but for some reason I keep thinking about it. It's like I have romanticised the idea of suicide as some fantasy solution to all my problems

 

[ihaveno1]

yeah, i always wonder why i'm still here. I'm like 90% certain i'm gonna be dead within the next decade.

 

[Tension]

For me I usually can't go an hour without having some kind of thought pertaining to my own death, or death in general.

It seems to worsen the longer that I am without any human contact.

 

[Haywire]

yeah

 

[Spite]

I think of surgeries I can get done to prevent me from killing myself.

 

[Cuyen]

Volcel if you don't think tbh

 

[Guest2]

I thought for a long time that it was calming that I could end it when it got too much and too bad.
Jokes on me I couldn't fucking do it so now I know I'm trapped here because I don't have the balls to Kms. I still think about it every few hours at least every day but it's a cope and it's not doing me that much harm.

 

[Father_Gascoigne]

There is a BettER solution to your problems new blood

 

[TheSecondComing]

#metoo

 

[theriddler]

I've struggled with suicidal thoughts before I even learned about suicide. Therapy and meds haven't countered it at all. I think even if I became happy somehow they'd still follow me

 

[rahultmnt]

I think about suicide everytime i login to instagram or fb

 

[RREEEEEEEEE]

Daily reminder that rope is ultimate cope.

 

[Michael15651]

While you think of suicide, a female is thinking of which Chad will bang her next.

 

[GoonCel]

I think about suicide everytime i login to instagram or fb

 

[ThickBoi]

Isolation sucks boy

 

[God'sGreatestRegret]

I wish I died in my mother's womb.

 

[TheProphetMuscle]

It goes through my head a lot. It’s sort of a comfort when I feel like shit. Most nights I go to bed hoping I will never wake up.

 

[Mainländer]

I think of it only occasionally nowadays.

 

[Johny.speiz]

I think of it only occasionally nowadays.

Sometimes more often than other times. Tried to pull the trigger or jump over a bridge many times, never had the "balls" to do it though.
In Europe, you can also get euthanized for mental illnesses and severe mental suffering, in many countries. If one day I really had no more hope and severelly wanted to end this life, I think I will use this service.

 

[SwordsmanAlt]

Same, mostly on days when the depression pain is high and hopeless/lonliness is all I'm feeling. Suicide fantasy takes over. I wouldn't do it, but I don't fully trust myself either so in that case I won't buy a gun.

 

[The End]

For about 2 years I was obsessed with suicide. I couldn't go 1 waking hour without thinking about killing myself. I was very serious about it though. I remember having dreams where I killed myself or died in some way, then waking up and being immensely depressed I was still alive. When I went to school my first thought every morning was "I wish I was dead."

You guys, yous and mes.. we're alike.

Anyway! It's a good thing we get to die naturally at least, regardless if we have the guts to do the job ourselves.

 

[Deleted member 14430]

For about 2 years I was obsessed with suicide. I couldn't go 1 waking hour without thinking about killing myself. I was very serious about it though. I remember having dreams where I killed myself or died in some way, then waking up and being immensely depressed I was still alive. When I went to school my first thought every morning was "I wish I was dead."

You guys, yous and mes.. we're alike.

Anyway! It's a good thing we get to die naturally at least, regardless if we have the guts to do the job ourselves.

Holy shit ...

 

[SLAVICMorPheus]

The best gift god can give to an incel is death in his mother's womb.
The best gift god can give to the world is death of an incel in his mother's womb.

 

[notafed]

tbh

 

[Unmerited]

First failed attempt was when I was 9. JFL at NTcels.

 

[notafed]

First failed attempt was when I was 9. JFL at NTcels.

lol held knife 2 myself at 8
tried to die at 12 w/ vein cutting knife was too dull
13 twice once by banging head once by holding firecracker to head didnt blow up cuz gunpowder got wet

 

[ManletHalfCurry]

First failed attempt was when I was 9. JFL at NTcels.

I remember trying to strangle myself with the tube of a vacuum cleaner when I was 10, my mother had to stop me, I would bang my head of walls and hit myself constantly when I was younger too lol. I also remember holding knives at my stomach countless times during childhood, but could never quite force myself to stab hard.

 

[Unmerited]

tried to die at 12 w/ vein cutting knife was too dull

I also remember holding knives at my stomach countless times during childhood, but could never quite force myself to stab hard

I have a scar an inch just above my left pelvic bone in my stomach. Breaking the skin was difficult, all these retarded movies really made me overestimate how easy it is.

 

[Jazavac]

I've gotten used to the thoughts by now.

lol held knife 2 myself at 8

I did it at like 6, I held it to my chest but had no balls.