For about 2 years I was obsessed with suicide. I couldn't go 1 waking hour without thinking about killing myself. I was very serious about it though. I remember having dreams where I killed myself or died in some way, then waking up and being immensely depressed I was still alive. When I went to school my first thought every morning was "I wish I was dead."
You guys, yous and mes.. we're alike.
Anyway! It's a good thing we get to die naturally at least, regardless if we have the guts to do the job ourselves.