GameDevCel
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tree days ago i fapped 6 times in two days, while i was drawing some hentai, since them i'm not feeling any sexs drive anymore, i just know sexs is never going to happen, and that what i see in the computer screen is fake.
after being ghoster and rejected so many times i can't fantasize about having a real women in my arms anymore,i just know it's never going to happen.
i tried hitting the gym and cutting my beard, putting contacts, dressing better, taking more showers and tryed to socialize, but everytime i failed, i feel a bit dead inside.
but maybe i can just hobbiemaxxs and become a frustated indie dev in the future or someshit, launch my game on steam as i see other fellow neckbeards giving bad reviews for not being as good as some other better indie title, realesed the same month, and perform poorly on sales while the publisher, steam store and the governament takes 80 % of all the little money i had made.
i don't even care about money maxxing i don't want to end up like some cucked betabuxxer like my pa, and i have no hope of continuing the white race, that is just too cucked to survive.
everything that is left to me is to sitback and watch the decline of civilization, as i'm powerless to do anything about it, i just hate this world
after being ghoster and rejected so many times i can't fantasize about having a real women in my arms anymore,i just know it's never going to happen.
i tried hitting the gym and cutting my beard, putting contacts, dressing better, taking more showers and tryed to socialize, but everytime i failed, i feel a bit dead inside.
but maybe i can just hobbiemaxxs and become a frustated indie dev in the future or someshit, launch my game on steam as i see other fellow neckbeards giving bad reviews for not being as good as some other better indie title, realesed the same month, and perform poorly on sales while the publisher, steam store and the governament takes 80 % of all the little money i had made.
i don't even care about money maxxing i don't want to end up like some cucked betabuxxer like my pa, and i have no hope of continuing the white race, that is just too cucked to survive.
everything that is left to me is to sitback and watch the decline of civilization, as i'm powerless to do anything about it, i just hate this world
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