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Minjaze
Living girl repellent
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My throat has been a bit dry/sore, I've been feeling weak, etc.
It's almost like life's additional "fuck you!" to me. "On the very day that embodies what you'll never get to have, I might as well give you an illness you pathetic waste of space!"
While other guys (including ones much younger than me) are going to do stuff with their loving girlfriends, I'll be at home suffering both mentally AND physically. Seriously, why not just kill me and get it over with? Why do this to me? I've never been one to believe in such things, but sometimes it feels like I'm fucking cursed.
It's almost like life's additional "fuck you!" to me. "On the very day that embodies what you'll never get to have, I might as well give you an illness you pathetic waste of space!"
While other guys (including ones much younger than me) are going to do stuff with their loving girlfriends, I'll be at home suffering both mentally AND physically. Seriously, why not just kill me and get it over with? Why do this to me? I've never been one to believe in such things, but sometimes it feels like I'm fucking cursed.