Serious I think I'm fucked in the head

[Tellem--T]

I literally have over 100 videos and more than 200 photos of myself on my phone. I secretly take videos of my self in public like places at the gym, I set my phone on window and I walk around normally to see how other people see, I get depressed sometimes when I see myself, some days I think I'm subhuman and somedays I think im a full blown tyronelite, I'm very confused, I have great angles and great lighting and at the same time I have terrible angles with bad light that makes me look dark skin

I also film myself in public washrooms and etc, I've also become more addicted to fap and porn, I'm starting to develop some fetishes like public sex lol, I also jut like crazy to to hide my overbite, I squint 24/7 to hide my subhuman uppereyelid exposure even tho I wear glasses. I also am I huge introvert high inhibition I always wear my headphones everywhere i go, i don't think I'm tall enough, I always change my clothes to see which looks best on me and which outfit brings out my frame, I spend over 2hrs in washroom in the morning taking pics and fixing up my abomination

I'm alway behind time because i always change my clothes, I have too many doubts about my cloth wear and how it looks on me,
I always analyze people's looks and who they are with, in my head I say it's over, slayer or chad depending how they look like. I've reached a new all time low mentally, I have no sympathy for my family since I live in my own world, and this world is hell. I choose social isolation over anything, an old friend was trying to hit me up but I ignored him,

I'm also a crazy gymcel, I spend way too much time in the gym and overtrain at times. I have a huge ego that's how injured my
Lower back and strained my trap. I grunt like a mad man at times scaring the cardio bunnies, I train through injuries like a dumbass,

I also don't listen to mum, I'm a bad kid,
I dropped out of college twice,barely show up to my last job and got fired due to bad attendance eventually.

I'm a black light skin ethnic Muslim nigger living in the most white dominant location of all time. I get triggered about everything around me, I'm 21 and I don't even have my licenses permit, STRIVE TO be a NEET instead of striving to be something in this world.


I'm also bipolar somedays I'm so hyped and 30minutes later I'm so pissed and angry lol
Some of you guys can tell I'm bipolar through my post history and comments

All I'm trying to say I'm fucked in the head, i thought might be coping but this strong evidence im legit fucked lol

I don't know what do you think?



Thanks for reading

 

[jackbud]

I literally have over 100 videos and more than 200 photos of myself on my phone. I secretly take videos of my self in public like places at the gym, I set my phone on window and I walk around normally to see how other people see, I get depressed sometimes when I see myself, some days I think I'm subhuman and somedays I think im a full blown tyronelite,

Damn man, I know exactly how you feel. I'm constantly taking pictures and videos of myself wherever I go to analyze my appearance. Sometimes I feel like I look ok and then the next day I think I'm ugly as fuck and want to sui. My mind is destroyed

 

[_incelinside]

This. I feel really fucking guilty. My parents think I'm doing well in uni and send me loads of money. I have over £14000 in my student account. I don't like spending it and feel like giving it back

 

[_incelinside]

I am also extremely neurotic and self conscious about my skin colour face height and frame all the time. If girls don't look at me or acknowledge me I get triggered

 

[malakai]

I'm worried about you. Even for an incel, that number of selfies and self critiquing sounds like youre developing BDD. Dude, you won't enjoy anything living like this.

 

[Tellem--T]

I am also extremely neurotic and self conscious about my skin colour face height and frame all the time. If girls don't look at me or acknowledge me I get triggered

Man same thing lol,

 

[Tellem--T]

I'm worried about you. Even for an incel, that number of selfies and self critiquing sounds like youre developing BDD. Dude, you won't enjoy anything living like this.

Yea it's pretty insane, it makes me really bipolar

 

[Tellem--T]

This. I feel really fucking guilty. My parents think I'm doing well in uni and send me loads of money. I have over £14000 in my student account. I don't like spending it and feel like giving it back

PayPal me nigguh

 

[Deleted member 1269]

i don't think I'm tall enough

 

[jackbud]

PayPal me nigguh

tellem-t I'd like to send you a friendly donation in support of all your great content here bro

 

[Deleted member 2901]

Nigguh.

 

[Tellem--T]

tellem-t I'd like to send you a friendly donation in support of all your great content here bro

Huh?

 

[RREEEEEEEEE]

You are really messed up. =(

 

[FeminismsCancer]

I confirm.

 

[RREEEEEEEEE]

I am a truecel so I wonder how many times people look at me and think "Its over." kek

 

[mrhaircut33]

I literally have over 100 videos and more than 200 photos of myself on my phone. I secretly take videos of my self in public like places at the gym, I set my phone on window and I walk around normally to see how other people see, I get depressed sometimes when I see myself, some days I think I'm subhuman and somedays I think im a full blown tyronelite, I'm very confused, I have great angles and great lighting and at the same time I have terrible angles with bad light that makes me look dark skin

I also film myself in public washrooms and etc, I've also become more addicted to fap and porn, I'm starting to develop some fetishes like public sex lol, I also jut like crazy to to hide my overbite, I squint 24/7 to hide my subhuman uppereyelid exposure even tho I wear glasses. I also am I huge introvert high inhibition I always wear my headphones everywhere i go, i don't think I'm tall enough, I always change my clothes to see which looks best on me and which outfit brings out my frame, I spend over 2hrs in washroom in the morning taking pics and fixing up my abomination

I'm alway behind time because i always change my clothes, I have too many doubts about my cloth wear and how it looks on me,
I always analyze people's looks and who they are with, in my head I say it's over, slayer or chad depending how they look like. I've reached a new all time low mentally, I have no sympathy for my family since I live in my own world, and this world is hell. I choose social isolation over anything, an old friend was trying to hit me up but I ignored him,

I'm also a crazy gymcel, I spend way too much time in the gym and overtrain at times. I have a huge ego that's how injured my
Lower back and strained my trap. I grunt like a mad man at times scaring the cardio bunnies, I train through injuries like a dumbass,

I also don't listen to mum, I'm a bad kid,
I dropped out of college twice,barely show up to my last job and got fired due to bad attendance eventually.

I'm a black light skin ethnic Muslim nigger living in the most white dominant location of all time. I get triggered about everything around me, I'm 21 and I don't even have my licenses permit, STRIVE TO be a NEET instead of striving to be something in this world.


I'm also bipolar somedays I'm so hyped and 30minutes later I'm so pissed and angry lol
Some of you guys can tell I'm bipolar through my post history and comments

All I'm trying to say I'm fucked in the head, i thought might be coping but this strong evidence im legit fucked lol

I don't know what do you think?



Thanks for reading

Take 4 mg xanax per day

 

[Cynistic]

i don't think I'm tall enough,

I will get you banned for this retarded mentalcel/tallcel muslim larping shitter.

 

[Tellem--T]

I will get you banned for this retarded mentalcel/tallcel muslim larping shitter.

Kys faggot

 

[Tellem--T]

You are really messed up. =(

Really?

 

[Cynistic]

Kys faggot

how the fk are you not tall enough, stupid fkin retard.
Tallcels deserve to be ERd tbh.

 

[Tellem--T]

I get height mogged at times at my college gym

 

[Jockcel]

Same, but my phone's memory ran out.

 

[Tellem--T]

how the fk are you not tall enough, stupid fkin retard.
Tallcels deserve to be ERd tbh.

That's why I said I'm fucked in the head you stupid idiot and I also get height mogged at my college gym

 

[Deleted member 1269]

I get height mogged at times at my college gym

 

[Yoyo]

Lmao

 

[Cynistic]

That's why I said I'm fucked in the head you stupid idiot and I also get height mogged at my college gym

Neck yourself tbh, you are either trolling hard.
Or way too fked in the head to walk around in public.

 

[Tellem--T]

Neck yourself tbh, you are either trolling hard.
Or way too fked in the head to walk around in public.

Lol you fucking idiot,you think I would be larping and trolling since even r/incels days, kys faggot bitch

 

[Cynistic]

Lol you fucking idiot,you think I would be larping and trolling since even r/incels days, kys faggot bitch

Well if you truly arent larping, you need some help kek.
Legit fked in the head.
My condolences.

 

[RREEEEEEEEE]

Really?

Yeah man, definitely. Judging others facially is your first mistake, kek. Second mistake is being so insecure you need to film yourself at all times and have hundreds of videos, try to trim it down to like 10 videos instead. Third mistake is having an ego - actually this might be your first mistake considering the other mistakes are driven by your ego. Another big mistake is not listening to your mom.

 

[whogivesafucc]

Were we literally separated at birth?

Also, yes, I take MANYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY selfies, it's actually insane. Probably over 300+ in my phone over the past 2-3 days. In some lighting I literally look like a fucking male model and in others I look like some narrow face, gay cuck. If anyone finds my phone, it's over.

I also perma-squint and take selfies of myself with particular squinting patterns, particular ways in which to maybe move my eyebrows to look better, etc. Although there is a huge difference between videos/pictures I think. When I take a video my eyes naturally look "squinty," yet in pictures if I don't do anything they don't look like that at all. Shit is fucking weird.

I can also relate to your mentality as well, I don't leave the house until I feel my clothes are good looking, and I have those bipolar ass periods. I can go from happy to crying in like the span of an hour. Just fucking lol at our mental illness.

 

[Tellem--T]

Damn man, I know exactly how you feel. I'm constantly taking pictures and videos of myself wherever I go to analyze my appearance. Sometimes I feel like I look ok and then the next day I think I'm ugly as fuck and want to sui. My mind is destroyed

Yep some days I feel subhuman and some days I feel like a god

 

[Tellem--T]

Were we literally separated at birth?

Also, yes, I take MANYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY selfies, it's actually insane. Probably over 300+ in my phone over the past 2-3 days. In some lighting I literally look like a fucking male model and in others I look like some narrow face, gay cuck. If anyone finds my phone, it's over.

I also perma-squint and take selfies of myself with particular squinting patterns, particular ways in which to maybe move my eyebrows to look better, etc. Although there is a huge difference between videos/pictures I think. When I take a video my eyes naturally look "squinty," yet in pictures if I don't do anything they don't look like that at all. Shit is fucking weird.

I can also relate to your mentality as well, I don't leave the house until I feel my clothes are good looking, and I have those bipolar ass periods. I can go from happy to crying in like the span of an hour. Just fucking lol at our mental illness.

Yea I take videos and photos of myself too, I have pictures and videos in good angle and lighting where I look like a god and my mood becomes better but when I take a bad angle pic in bad lighting without really knowing I look subhuman and my mood changes for the rest of the day

 

[Deleted member 1269]

Yep some days I feel subhuman and some days I feel like a god

You'd be married if it wasn't for those Muslim whores who demand chads. Muslim women where i live HATE black men and treat them like shit. Fucking whores.

 

[Tellem--T]

Yeah man, definitely. Judging others facially is your first mistake, kek. Second mistake is being so insecure you need to film yourself at all times and have hundreds of videos, try to trim it down to like 10 videos instead. Third mistake is having an ego - actually this might be your first mistake considering the other mistakes are driven by your ego. Another big mistake is not listening to your mom.

Yeah I got to stop judging people faces, yesterday I anaylzed everybody's lower third and in my head I was like recessed,decent,recessed,decent, and some bitch had a recessed weak lower third and I was laughing in my mind called her subhuman bitch lol

 

[Tellem--T]

Well if you truly arent larping, you need some help kek.
Legit fked in the head.
My condolences.

Yes I need help and you are not helping negative piece of shit

 

[Foxman8472]

You strive to be a NEET? You're fucked up.

 

[Cynistic]

Yes I need help and you are not helping negative piece of shit

LARPers have made me jaded, ill stop flaming you kek.

 

[Tellem--T]

You strive to be a NEET? You're fucked up.

FUCK OFF NORMIE SCUM

 

[Foxman8472]

FUCK OFF NORMIE SCUM

I'd do paragraph-header double-caps-lock and bold because just normal caps lock doesn't portray how much I'm sperging out.

 

[CopeWithTheRope]

Boo hoo fakecel chronicles vol.20020200000

 

[Deleted member 60]

I literally have over 100 videos and more than 200 photos of myself on my phone. I secretly take videos of my self in public like places at the gym, I set my phone on window and I walk around normally to see how other people see, I get depressed sometimes when I see myself, some days I think I'm subhuman and somedays I think im a full blown tyronelite, I'm very confused, I have great angles and great lighting and at the same time I have terrible angles with bad light that makes me look dark skin

I also film myself in public washrooms and etc, I've also become more addicted to fap and porn, I'm starting to develop some fetishes like public sex lol, I also jut like crazy to to hide my overbite, I squint 24/7 to hide my subhuman uppereyelid exposure even tho I wear glasses. I also am I huge introvert high inhibition I always wear my headphones everywhere i go, i don't think I'm tall enough, I always change my clothes to see which looks best on me and which outfit brings out my frame, I spend over 2hrs in washroom in the morning taking pics and fixing up my abomination

 

[RREEEEEEEEE]

Yeah I got to stop judging people faces, yesterday I anaylzed everybody's lower third and in my head I was like recessed,decent,recessed,decent, and some bitch had a recessed weak lower third and I was laughing in my mind called her subhuman bitch lol

LMFAO that's awful, I don't wanna hear your thoughts on me.

 

[Tellem--T]

STFU MJ you were blessed with godly genetics and ridculious strong mental toughness im a pussy

 

[Tellem--T]

LMFAO that's awful, I don't wanna hear your thoughts on me.

I don't judge friends, I use to have a lot of subhuman friends

 

[RREEEEEEEEE]

I don't judge friends, I use to have a lot of subhuman friends

B-tch what the f-ck you're contradicting yourself hard in the same sentence, kek.

 

[Deleted member 3129]

at your college gym? i thought u were neet

 

[Tellem--T]

B-tch what the f-ck you're contradicting yourself hard in the same sentence, kek.

Damn I guess I'm an asshole, yea you should stay away from me kek, even when I use to go to jumah I seen all lot of subhuman ethics and analyze them.

 

[_incelinside]

Damn I guess I'm an asshole, yea you should stay away from me kek, even when I use to go to jumah I seen all lot of subhuman ethics and analyze them.

Jummah prayer is the one place I don't get mogged to death

 

[Tellem--T]

i am neet I just go the college gym just to lift, the same college that I dropped out from

 

[Tellem--T]

Jummah prayer is the one place I don't get mogged to death

Kek didn't know you are Moslem