Venting I think I might literally be going insane.

[autisticghost]

I can't stand living in this hellish loop. Sure, I have *some* friends, but not many, and tbh they lifemog me to oblivion. All of them have girlfriends, good jobs and majors, are neurotypical, have talents, etc. I just feel mediocre in every way. I can't stand the lack of sex and gf anymore. I feel like the universe is taunting me with my high sex drive. It's like I'm chasing the fucking dragon here. I'm having trouble fantasizing about sex because I know that I will never get to experience sex irl. I masturbate like 6 times a day to get orgasms but I know it will never compare to the pure euphoria of intercourse. All of my peers have fucked THOUSANDS OF TIMES WHILE I FUCKING ROT I HATE MY EXISTENCE SO MUCH. If only I was a FOOT TALLER MY LIFE WOULD BE AMAZING. My mental stability is in SERIOUS jeoprody because of my inceldom and I feel fucking trapped in the fucking matrix. I NEED TO ESCAPE BUT I CAN'T- EXISTENCE IS CRUEL.

 

[Deleted member 27249]

There's no escape

 

[patheticmanletcel]

Literally no girl replies my mesages what a fucking nightmare

 

[autisticghost]

There's no escape

no escape except the rope

 

[Deleted member 33216]

I'm in the same boat as you

I'm tired of living like this

I'm tired of this meaningless, pathetic, crappy existence. Nothing brings me joy anymore. I never imagined, not in a million years, that I'd be this miserable in my at this age. It wasn't supposed to be this way though. I had dreams. Aspirations. I wanted to do something I could be proud of in...

incels.is

 

[Deleted member 27249]

no escape except the rope

Only for the brave

 

[Deleted member 16390]

nutting wrong wid that ,
sanity and sobriety are terrible places to be in.

 

[Subhuman Orangutan]

Literally no girl replies my mesages what a fucking nightmare

 

[Deleted member 33853]

We are all going to die here, death is inevitable

 

[HenkkaH]

I can relate. I've been suicidal for years, it's only getting worse. My ability to manage stressful things in life is becoming harder and harder as time goes by.

 

[watcher]

I masturbate like 6 times a day

Tmogs me

 

[Deleted member 32725]

Can relate. First tried roping at 8 (stupid child brain thought pulling a bookshelf on myself was sufficient because I saw it in a movie). Parents had to keep a close eye on me ever since. It's a loop that never ends.

 

[Emba]

I just came back from insane
And all i got was this "slightly imperfect" t-shirt.

 

[your personality]

Can relate. First tried roping at 8 (stupid child brain thought pulling a bookshelf on myself was sufficient because I saw it in a movie). Parents had to keep a close eye on me ever since. It's a loop that never ends.

Blackpilled since birth. You knew it was over even before you were a teenager. Brutal.

 

[Deleted member 32725]

Blackpilled since birth. You knew it was over even before you were a teenager. Brutal.

The blackpill is no respecter of age

 

[curryboy420]

sobriety

fuck i hate being sober. Weed was my best cope. fucking niggers made it so expensive

 

[simply_over]

I can relate. I've been suicidal for years, it's only getting worse. My ability to manage stressful things in life is becoming harder and harder as time goes by.

Are you still alive bro?

 

[Deleted member 34301]

Literally no girl replies my mesages what a fucking nightmare

The noreply pill is the worst.

Also girls you know who reject your friend requests on facebook.

 

[Ranny]

 

[HenkkaH]

Are you still alive bro?

Barely surviving, I'm in trouble with the law, likely lose my job and reputation if my boss will find out about my drug driving incident several months ago, I wasn't employed at the time this happened.

I've been LDARring for months and willing to die. I don't have courage to hang myself literally, the firearm or exit bag method is the easiest method to go. I've had numerous impulsive thoughts about ending myself with a firearm, only if I had one.

 

[simply_over]

Barely surviving, I'm in trouble with the law, likely lose my job and reputation if my boss will find out about my drug driving incident several months ago, I wasn't employed at the time this happened.

I've been LDARring for months and willing to die. I don't have courage to hang myself literally, the firearm or exit bag method is the easiest method to go. I've had numerous impulsive thoughts about ending myself with a firearm, only if I had one.

Are you sure you'll lose your job if its several months ago? Whats going to be the consequence from the Law? Hang in there bro

 

[Therapywasaaste]

Literally no girl replies my mesages what a fucking nightmare

same but my granny does

 

[HenkkaH]

It wAre you sure you'll lose your job if its several months ago? Whats going to be the consequence from the Law? Hang in there bro

It's different case because of drugs, I drove my car off the road, I was arrested later that evening. Driving a car was not my intention, I went outside when I was tripping on LSD, locked myself out of my apartment, I ended up driving a car. I had to pay fines and they might put me on substance abuse monitoring.