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Stiltrid_trees
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- Dec 29, 2020
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Why is my sense of inferiority so fucking bad? I think I could possibly have the worst inferiority complex ever
Lately, every time I watch a dating program on TV instead of just watching it and enjoying it my mind just absolutely floods with thoughts of extremely inferiority and hypothetical scenarios in which the regular normal people on the TV look at my face and immediately get creeped out and think I'm a massive creepy piece of shit who's better off dead or permanently locked away in an institution somewhere, and all these negative feelings are just from simply observing regular people interact with eachother, even in real life, I just fe like I'm not actually considered a human by literally anyone
I think I'm gunna have to stop watching TV or at the very least restrict myself to watching only cartoons like family guy or something, because any TV show which involves real people just creates immense feelings of "lower than them" and "if they knew you they'd all find you extremely creepy and a bad person"
Lately, every time I watch a dating program on TV instead of just watching it and enjoying it my mind just absolutely floods with thoughts of extremely inferiority and hypothetical scenarios in which the regular normal people on the TV look at my face and immediately get creeped out and think I'm a massive creepy piece of shit who's better off dead or permanently locked away in an institution somewhere, and all these negative feelings are just from simply observing regular people interact with eachother, even in real life, I just fe like I'm not actually considered a human by literally anyone
I think I'm gunna have to stop watching TV or at the very least restrict myself to watching only cartoons like family guy or something, because any TV show which involves real people just creates immense feelings of "lower than them" and "if they knew you they'd all find you extremely creepy and a bad person"