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My obsession with my current oneitis is getting weaker. I haven’t seen her since January, so that might be an explanation. Also, I’ve become interested in a new girl.
Tldr; two years ago I was at the beach with my cousins and their parents. Their parents had a female friend visiting from another state. This woman brought her daughter with her, whom I met at the beach. She was in a bikini and I thought she was cute. But as an autistcel and anxietycel, I barely spoke to her. After that day, I never saw her again because she went back to her city.
Now, two years later, I found her Instagram. I decided to follow her and send her a message. At first she didn’t know who I was. Then I told her we met at the beach two years ago and she said she remembers. My last message was me telling her that me, her and my cousins were together that day. And guess what. She left me on read. She liked my message though. But I think she just did that to be polite. I want to message her again, but then I’ll just look desperate. I have to wait until she replies, which she never will. I want to ask her if she still trains martial arts. That’s one thing we had in common when we spoke at the beach.
I’m honestly becoming obsessed with her. She’s similar to my oneitis in many ways. Firstly, my oneitis is pretty but not in a generic way. A generic girl would be a blonde Stacy. They all look the same. But my oneitis is pretty in an unique way. She is a high-tier Becky though. And this girl is also a high-tier Becky. I think she might become my new oneitis. Problem is that she lives far away from me. And she clearly isn’t interested in me. I even found her TikTok account where she dances and stuff. Might wank to her videos later.
It’s over.
Tldr; two years ago I was at the beach with my cousins and their parents. Their parents had a female friend visiting from another state. This woman brought her daughter with her, whom I met at the beach. She was in a bikini and I thought she was cute. But as an autistcel and anxietycel, I barely spoke to her. After that day, I never saw her again because she went back to her city.
Now, two years later, I found her Instagram. I decided to follow her and send her a message. At first she didn’t know who I was. Then I told her we met at the beach two years ago and she said she remembers. My last message was me telling her that me, her and my cousins were together that day. And guess what. She left me on read. She liked my message though. But I think she just did that to be polite. I want to message her again, but then I’ll just look desperate. I have to wait until she replies, which she never will. I want to ask her if she still trains martial arts. That’s one thing we had in common when we spoke at the beach.
I’m honestly becoming obsessed with her. She’s similar to my oneitis in many ways. Firstly, my oneitis is pretty but not in a generic way. A generic girl would be a blonde Stacy. They all look the same. But my oneitis is pretty in an unique way. She is a high-tier Becky though. And this girl is also a high-tier Becky. I think she might become my new oneitis. Problem is that she lives far away from me. And she clearly isn’t interested in me. I even found her TikTok account where she dances and stuff. Might wank to her videos later.
It’s over.
