Brutal I thank the blackpill but I feel that eventually I'll become a full blown Schizophrenic

[Ghostface]

I hope my crash out is brutal and i punch holes in my walls and knife squirrels outside my house that harass me for food and ask the single mom next door if i can creampie to take my inkwell virginity.

It's been building up since at least 2017-2018 when i first took it the blackpill, thank you to r/braincels of all places

i feel that when a male grows up missing out on important milestones like i have, men like us are destined to become criminals, go ER, get blackpilled and LDAR and then find the mental courage to rope, if we somehow avoid all that for years/decades, it seems inevitable that a mental gift like schizophrenia will become the future of our minds,

What i do to fulfill it
-I take the blackpill daily
-I avoid going outside at all
-I dont go to Therapy
-I take no medication of any kind
-I eat like shit and do zero exercise
-i disrespect my mom by not working a wagiejob and i leech off of her goodwill for her only son
-doubt she'll ever kick me out but being homeless might trigger the crash out, pERhaps i will run in front of a lifted truck or this green lambo ive seen driving around in my city

I still want to be mod on here one day, i think i should replace Dregster or perhaps the prophetmuscles fella, i will slash fakecels and shotgun grAYcels into ban appeals.

here's to coping on this rock of hell together.

 

[blackraven]

chimp mode activated

 

[Ghostface]

chimp mode activated

View: https://youtu.be/JFlpBL0kqhs

 

[PrototypeCel]

-i disrespect my mom by not working a wagiejob and i leech off of her goodwill for her only son

i need tips on this

 

[A.M.]

I hope my crash out is brutal and i punch holes in my walls and knife squirrels outside my house that harass me for food and ask the single mom next door if i can creampie to take my inkwell virginity.

It's been building up since at least 2017-2018 when i first took it the blackpill, thank you to r/braincels of all places

i feel that when a male grows up missing out on important milestones like i have, men like us are destined to become criminals, go ER, get blackpilled and LDAR and then find the mental courage to rope, if we somehow avoid all that for years/decades, it seems inevitable that a mental gift like schizophrenia will become the future of our minds,

What i do to fulfill it
-I take the blackpill daily
-I avoid going outside at all
-I dont go to Therapy
-I take no medication of any kind
-I eat like shit and do zero exercise
-i disrespect my mom by not working a wagiejob and i leech off of her goodwill for her only son
-doubt she'll ever kick me out but being homeless might trigger the crash out, pERhaps i will run in front of a lifted truck or this green lambo ive seen driving around in my city

I still want to be mod on here one day, i think i should replace Dregster or perhaps the prophetmuscles fella, i will slash fakecels and shotgun grAYcels into ban appeals.

here's to coping on this rock of hell together.

The only thing I would do is a be a wage slave for my family. At least in my case, my family never hurted me. The least I can do is make up a "life" for myself to comfort them.

 

[LonelyATM]

Funny thing is that if you
-take the bluepill daily
-go outside a lot
-go to Therapy
-take medication
-eat healthy and do exercise
-respect your mom by working a wagiejob
You will still be an incel, the only difference is that bluepill soyciety benefits from your life but leaves you outside it's benefits, and says it is your fault somehow.

 

[Fire]

I already feel disconnected from reality because I interact with normies daily & we live in completely different worlds.

I ponder existential topics while these sexhavers talk about the latest shiny thing.

 

[Cincel]

Just drink until you lose counciousness.

 

[Cincel]

I already feel disconnected from reality because I interact with normies daily & we live in completely different worlds.

I ponder existential topics while these sexhavers talk about the latest shiny thing.

Don't you feel like if actually there was somebody really there with you?

I use to talk with the reptilians who are actually watching me from 5th dimension. That's why they fuck my life, cuz I know they are there but can't hurt me physically.

 

[Fire]

Don't you feel like if actually there was somebody really there with you?

I use to talk with the reptilians who are actually watching me from 5th dimension. That's why they fuck my life, cuz I know they are there but can't hurt me physically.

Yes I talk with spiritual deities but only when necessary. I don't like wasting their time with my human affairs.

I haven't heard of 5th dimension reptilians.

 

[Cincel]

Yes I talk with spiritual deities but only when necessary. I don't like wasting their time with my human affairs.

I haven't heard of 5th dimension reptilians.

Hmm I once tried to talk with "something" from other dimensions, you know changing the frequency of the brain is how scientifically works the astral realm.

I will do a post about this, I know some spiritualcels and occultistcels would relate


Long story short, I had several nightmares and schizo issues like seeing literal red eyes in my room at night and hear animal roars after my "experiment"

I started to take meds to control it somehow.

5th dimension is where reptialians dwells and for such reasons we cannot see them, they are interdimesional beings.

 

[Grodd]

One day this suffering will all be over