SuicideFuel I spend my whole day staring at a screen

[Deleted member 11159]

I have no hobbies or talents. There is nothing interesting about me. As soon as I wake up I turn on my laptop and pretty much spend the entire day on it. I do try to go on lonely walks some days and I started gymcelling, but I only go in the morning when there aren't that many people and that's if I actually have the motivation to get up. I am nothing. Literal subhuman trash. Even my own mother has been telling me that I should kill myself since the age of 14.

 

[Swagwaffle]

cope with the rope

 

[_wifebeater_]

Computer is the best way to cope with this ridiculous world.

 

[theundeadburg]

Same. I leave my house only if I feel like I need a lonely walk or buy some snacks.

 

[DecayGuy]

Same really, and i haven't joined a gym because being stuck around all those muscle Chads sounds so depressing. When i look at the screen all day sometimes there isn't even anything on the screen other than a empty browser. Really as soon as i wake up i wait until i can sleep again.

 

[Jockcel]

I have no hobbies or talents. There is nothing interesting about me. As soon as I wake up I turn on my laptop and pretty much spend the entire day on it. I do try to go on lonely walks some days and I started gymcelling, but I only go in the morning when there aren't that many people and that's if I actually have the motivation to get up. I am nothing. Literal subhuman trash. Even my own mother has been telling me that I should kill myself since the age of 14.

My life in a nutshell.

 

[Deleted member 11159]

Same really, and i haven't joined a gym because being stuck around all those muscle Chads sounds so depressing. When i look at the screen all day sometimes there isn't even anything on the screen other than a empty browser. Really as soon as i wake up i wait until i can sleep again.

They're the reason I stopped going. It's summer now so I go really early in the morning but once school starts i'll probably be forced to quit again.

 

[Summer202]

Same really, and i haven't joined a gym because being stuck around all those muscle Chads sounds so depressing. When i look at the screen all day sometimes there isn't even anything on the screen other than a empty browser. Really as soon as i wake up i wait until i can sleep again.

I don't know about you guys but when I went to the gym, It was mostly filled with short muscular dudes and old people.

 

[Newbie17]

I have no hobbies or talents. There is nothing interesting about me. As soon as I wake up I turn on my laptop and pretty much spend the entire day on it. I do try to go on lonely walks some days and I started gymcelling, but I only go in the morning when there aren't that many people and that's if I actually have the motivation to get up. I am nothing. Literal subhuman trash. Even my own mother has been telling me that I should kill myself since the age of 14.

 

[Deleted member 11159]

I don't know about you guys but when I went to the gym, It was mostly filled with short muscular dudes and old people.

It depends what time you go

 

[DecayGuy]

I don't know about you guys but when I went to the gym, It was mostly filled with short muscular dudes and old people.

The guys i saw leave the gym in my area were all 6ft 5in or so with superhero bodies. I'm sure there are short muscular and old people but still it's not an attractive idea to be motivated about. A home gym would be great, where i can build up strength without having to deal with them all.

 

[Deleted member 11159]

Yeah... she's probably the main reason why i'm such a socially retarded autist that's afraid of women.

 

[DecayGuy]

Yeah... she's probably the main reason why i'm such a socially retarded autist that's afraid of women.

Was she a Stacy in her time?

 

[acnescarcel]

same except my mom doesn't want me to r0pe

 

[Deleted member 11159]

Was she a Stacy in her time?

I don't know what she was like in her youth apart from the fact that she was a drug addict. Had me when she was 20. Always treated me like shit. Beat me up for even the smallest fuck-ups, like spilling soup by accident, since I was a kid and now she wonders why i'm a failure. Dumb degenerate whore.

 

[TheHaircutBrother]

I do the same with occassional breaks to practive bass. Hopefully, if I get good enough my father will buy me a left handed one

 

[Mickeyonacid]

I've spent a good portion of my life in front of a screen.

 

[Indari]

sorry bro. i would have roped already if my parents were actively shitty like that. also damn what's with all these guests?

 

[FunkyMonk]

I do the same with occassional breaks to practive bass. Hopefully, if I get good enough my father will buy me a left handed one

What do you practice on bass?

 

[IHateMySelf]

I have no hobbies or talents. There is nothing interesting about me

 

[Deleted member 126]

I have no hobbies or talents. There is nothing interesting about me. As soon as I wake up I turn on my laptop and pretty much spend the entire day on it. I do try to go on lonely walks some days and I started gymcelling, but I only go in the morning when there aren't that many people and that's if I actually have the motivation to get up. I am nothing. Literal subhuman trash. Even my own mother has been telling me that I should kill myself since the age of 14.

Same. I just endlessly browse the Internet when I am not working. Life is a joke.

 

[TheHaircutBrother]

What do you practice on bass?

Some exercies I came up with

 

[EthnicelNL]

Even my own mother has been telling me that I should kill myself since the age of 14.

Brutal mompill.

 

[NijuGMD]

This is me. I'm staring at the screen at work and staring at the screen at home.

 

[Modus Coperandi]

Even my own mother has been telling me that I should kill myself since the age of 14.

Damn. There really is only one thing you can do: move out asap after you finish school. Move somewhere nice and get a job, it can only go uphill from there. Money is a great cope. If you stay with your druggie mom nothing will change.

 

[ColdLightOfDay]

I have no hobbies or talents. There is nothing interesting about me. As soon as I wake up I turn on my laptop and pretty much spend the entire day on it. I do try to go on lonely walks some days and I started gymcelling, but I only go in the morning when there aren't that many people and that's if I actually have the motivation to get up. I am nothing. Literal subhuman trash. Even my own mother has been telling me that I should kill myself since the age of 14.

What did she say? That is a horrible thing for a mother to do.

 

[Deleted member 11159]

Damn. There really is only one thing you can do: move out asap after you finish school. Move somewhere nice and get a job, it can only go uphill from there. Money is a great cope. If you stay with your druggie mom nothing will change.

Sadly it's probably going to be a few years before I finish my studies and will be able to move out. It's not as bad anymore. I don't let the shit she says get to me because I know she's scum herself and if she tried to touch me now she'd end up in hospital, but the damage it did when I was a kid along with the bullying (was really ugly growing up) can't be reversed.

What did she say? That is a horrible thing for a mother to do.

She always said i'm a good-for-nothing parasite, waste of money, wishes she never had me etc.
Funnily enough, apart from a few weird autistic traits I was pretty normal growing up. I'm fucked now though.

also damn what's with all these guests?

That's what i'm wondering.

 

[UBERCEL]

Sadly it's probably going to be a few years before I finish my studies and will be able to move out. It's not as bad anymore. I don't let the shit she says get to me because I know she's scum herself and if she tried to touch me now she'd end up in hospital, but the damage it did when I was a kid along with the bullying (was really ugly growing up) can't be reversed.


She always said i'm a good-for-nothing parasite, waste of money, wishes she never had me etc.
Funnily enough, apart from a few weird autistic traits I was pretty normal growing up. I'm fucked now though.


That's what i'm wondering.

I'm sorry OP.
When you see alot of guests don't hesitate to drop a fuck you in the replies.
Fuck you cucktears

 

[landlessincel]

srsly id beat the shit out my mom if she told me to die. like call me anything but you dont tell me when to die.