I should have killed myself right out of high school.

[ionlycopenow]

Even at that age, I had no real friends. Was an ugly sperg. I couldn't get hired anywhere, despite applying to dozens of minimum wage slave jobs. When I finally got hired, I got no hours. Even at that age, I wasn't stupid, I could see how bad it was for everyone else around me (and obviously myself as well). I knew it was over at 19 when I would spend my youth at that age slaving away at trash jobs like movers or favorites, then go home and drink myself to sleep. I ke uppt thinking to myself though, maybe it will get better, maybe somehow I'll stop being treated like shit by society or ignored, and somehow I'll moneymaxxx and get good copes..never happened. I really should have just jumped in front of a train while blackout drunk like I was all the time at that age.

Tl;Dr, you peak in high school/college and your life is all just Downhill after. If you had a sad time then, the remainder of your life just isn't worth living.

 

[Llama]

I wonder what will happen when i get out of high school, and i have no plan because i have no interests

 

[ionlycopenow]

I wonder what will happen when i get out of high school, and i have no plan because i have no interests

It's legit all down hill from that. You think it's bad now, it will only become hollow and empty afterwards.

 

[metabuxx]

Why didn't you go to college?

 

[ionlycopenow]

Why didn't you go to college?

I was a HS dropout and couldn't even go to adult school because I was always running out of money for food or bus to get there, despite wage slaving all the time and always looking for more jobs. It killed absolutely all motivation. I did go to college eventually in 20s but nothing changed.

 

[metabuxx]

I was a HS dropout and couldn't even go to adult school because I was always running out of money for food or bus to get there, despite wage slaving all the time and always looking for more jobs. It killed absolutely all motivation. I did go to college eventually in 20s but nothing changed.

So sorry to hear that pal. You deserve better, every incel deserves a better life.

 

[Personalityinkwell]

I wonder what will happen when i get out of high school, and i have no plan because i have no interests

Do you have any college plans?

 

[Words2_live_bye]

Tl;Dr, you peak in high school/college and your life is all just Downhill after. If you had a sad time then, the remainder of your life just isn't worth living.

normies peak in high school and college. Incels can sometimes peak later in life if they get enough money or a gf. Truecels NEVER peak in life, not even in teenhood or childhood. And Chad's ENTIRE life is a peak.

 

[ionlycopenow]

normies peak in high school and college. Incels can sometimes peak later in life if they get enough money or a gf. Truecels NEVER peak in life, not even in teenhood or childhood. And Chad's ENTIRE life is a peak.

I can't even beta buxxx properly. I have been so discontempt with life since teen years i can't find any motivation for it.

 

[ordinaryotaku]

Honestly, same. The foids in college are much worse than they were in high school. They all want me to kill myself, hence why I'm still alive.

 

[Fat Link]

So video games music or movies were or are not good copes for you OP or is it you could never afford them or whatever you’d exactly consider to be a good cope?

 

[ionlycopenow]

So video games music or movies were or are not good copes for you OP or is it you could never afford them or whatever you’d exactly consider to be a good cope?

I would spend my days coping with music, movies, and 100%ing video games. They were ok bit not sustaining. I started to cope hard at about 14 getting into very niche things so I burnt out completely before I was even 20

 

[Mahlo]

Based. I wish some thugmaxxed ethnic would kill me

 

[ThirdWorldcel]

Based & Blackpilled.

No point to keep living as a 20+ incel, you'll only get sadder, uglier and lonelier.

My life has been total shit since I hit puberty but at least I used to have a decent group of friends which I used to hang out with when I was 15-17. Now I don't have any of that, I live alone in a shitty aparment with no kitchen.

I attempted to rope 3 times when I was 18, I wish I succeeded at least at that.

 

[Emba]

I can't even beta buxxx properly. I have been so discontempt with life since teen years i can't find any motivation for it.

Same. I couldn't stand dealing with the normiescum enough to put up with them for extra buxx. That's why i could never keep a job.

 

[Koruga]

Based & Blackpilled.

No point to keep living as a 20+ incel, you'll only get sadder, uglier and lonelier.

My life has been total shit since I hit puberty but at least I used to have a decent group of friends which I used to hang out with when I was 15-17. Now I don't have any of that, I live alone in a shitty aparment with no kitchen.

I attempted to rope 3 times when I was 18, I wish I succeeded at least at that.

What happened to those friends?

 

[ThirdWorldcel]

What happened to those friends?

Lost their interest, they started to become somewhat popular, expanding their social circle and dating at the first year of college.

 

[Deleted member 2047]

Logan's Run but you die if you don't fuck by 18

 

[mylifeistrash]

It's legit all down hill from that. You think it's bad now, it will only become hollow and empty afterwards.

you're 100% accurate

same with all my friends (and myself) who had shitty experiences as teen

it all compounded with interest

at least if you're young people will give you some leeway for being a failure

 

[ionlycopenow]

you're 100% accurate

same with all my friends (and myself) who had shitty experiences as teen

it all compounded with interest

at least if you're young people will give you some leeway for being a failure

By 20 I gave up almost completely. I saw the state of people lives after 20, and the bast majority of it was absolute garbage riddled with coping. I was immensely depressed afterwards knowing that's the fate that awaited me.

 

[Deleted member 18435]

So sorry to hear that pal. You deserve better, every incel deserves a better life.

 

[0hope1rope]

Lost their interest, they started to become somewhat popular, expanding their social circle and dating at the first year of college.

Why didn't you ascend with them?

 

[ThirdWorldcel]

Why didn't you ascend with them?

Too subhuman to do so, spent 2 years with a psychiatrist while they were having normal high school lives.

 

[0hope1rope]

Too subhuman to do so, spent 2 years with a psychiatrist while they were having normal high school lives.

Brutal

 

[GeneticFilth]

Yeah, like others have said your life already sucks because you're ugly and it will get even worse because age lowers your looks.

 

[Deleted member 14577]

same tbh. HS was my peak too, not because it was a good time but because my copes weren't so exhausted yet.