I Seriously Want to Die

[ItheIthe]

Not in a depressed, suicidal way, though. I simply hate this life and I am prohibited from finding peace.

I was a sellout even when I knew Christ, therefore, I am not worthy of his love. I'm headed to the Lake of Fire, honestly. So there's no love, hope, or consolation on this earth.

So, why not just indulge in hedonism? Because I hate it with every fiber in my body. It truly disgusts me beyond compare. I am prohibited from love. I hate lust. I can't go either way, so I am just floating around here for decades with no purpose whatsoever. I want to get shot or hit by a crashing plane. It's too bad there's not a political movement I could join to give me purpose.

I hate life and I hate everything. I sincerely hope everyone dies, myself included. No one deserves to be alive, especially the trash hedonistic degenerate swine scum repopulating today. Fuck this wretched earth and fuck degeneracy. Everything is meaningless and I might as well just go burn.

 

[gideon]

You're description of the world sounds like there is no god.  You disgust hedonism because you can't partake in it.  You can look around and see what you're missing out on, so you cope by pretending you don't want it.  Learn this reality.  I did.

 

[cyborgglory]

God isn't real. You're not going to burn forever just because you're incel and have human thoughts. That's bullshit. Religion is cope honestly. And you sound put together enough to be able to carve out your own niche in life, but it will require you to give up your cope and recognize the world how it is

 

[ItheIthe]

You're description of the world sounds like there is no god.  You disgust hedonism because you can't partake in it.  You can look around and see what you're missing out on, so you cope by pretending you don't want it.  Learn this reality.  I did.

Fuck off.

I have participated which is what I mean when I call myself a "sellout".

I hate degeneracy because I always thought that love should be an actual thing, but no, lust and infidelity rule. It's really not that fucking hard to understand, faggot.

 

[UncannyValley]

God isn't real. You're not going to burn forever just because you're incel and have human thoughts. That's bullshit. Religion is cope honestly. And you sound put together enough to be able to carve out your own niche in life, but it will require you to give up your cope and recognize the world how it is

 

[ItheIthe]

God isn't real. You're not going to burn forever just because you're incel and have human thoughts. That's bullshit. Religion is cope honestly. And you sound put together enough to be able to carve out your own niche in life, but it will require you to give up your cope and recognize the world how it is

The only niche I can think of is launching nukes if given the opportunity.

 

[RREEEEEEEEE]

I hate life and I hate everything. I sincerely hope everyone dies, myself included. No one deserves to be alive, especially the trash hedonistic degenerate swine scum repopulating today. Fuck this wretched earth and fuck degeneracy. Everything is meaningless and I might as well just go burn.

 

[UncannyValley]

The only niche I can think of is launching nukes if given the opportunity.

That is far from being something a Christian would say.

 

[ItheIthe]

That is far from being something a Christian would say.

If I could end the world, I would. Humanity needs to be discontinued and I can't think of many good arguments to the contrary.

 

[not_here_4_points]

The theology of eternal security is true, if you were saved you'll always be saved no matter the sin.

 

[UncannyValley]

If I could end the world, I would. Humanity needs to be discontinued and I can't think of many good arguments to the contrary.

A good argument to convince you would be Christ sacrificing himself for humanity.

 

[ItheIthe]

The theology of eternal security is true, if you were saved you'll always be saved no matter the sin.

I'd rather get annihilated in the Lake of Fire. 

I KNEW what I was doing and continued to do it anyway. WILLFUL scummery. I deserve to be killed and destroyed. Idk about the doctrine of eternal security, I see evidence to the contrary.

 

[gideon]

Fuck off.

I have participated which is what I mean when I call myself a "sellout".

I hate degeneracy because I always thought that love should be an actual thing, but no, lust and infidelity rule. It's really not that fucking hard to understand, faggot.

Monogamy doesn't exist in the western world.  It was replaced by hypergamy, and this is reality.  I have accepted where this puts me, and I find comfort knowing that I can opt out any time I want.  I can tell myself I don't want dirty sex party gang bangs, but then I find myself watching porn of dirty sex party gang bangs.  People naturally want to fuck, and when supply and demand is put in the picture, some get left out.  Don't lie to yourself.

 

[ItheIthe]

Monogamy doesn't exist in the western world.  It was replaced by hypergamy, and this is reality.  I have accepted where this puts me, and I find comfort knowing that I can opt out any time I want.  I can tell myself I don't want dirty sex party gang bangs, but then I find myself watching porn of dirty sex party gang bangs.  People naturally want to fuck, and when supply and demand is put in the picture, some get left out.  Don't lie to yourself.

Except I'm willfully leaving myself out, and if you knew me, you would know this.

I understand that monogamy is dead. That's why everyone who has aided in the death of monogamy needs to die as well.

 

[Autiscel]

god is dead and so are we

 

[gideon]

Except I'm willfully leaving myself out, and if you knew me, you would know this.

I understand that monogamy is dead. That's why everyone who has aided in the death of monogamy needs to die as well.

I get what you mean.  I want a companion, and that doesn't exist anymore.  I think we may have some common ground.

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Except I'm willfully leaving myself out, and if you knew me, you would know this.

I understand that monogamy is dead. That's why everyone who has aided in the death of monogamy needs to die as well.

They don't deserve to die though.  It's simply human tendency.  Just like you.  When you turn around and say you need to die as well, then you're just doubling down on a once comforting thought.  The problem in this thinking comes from religion.

 

[ItheIthe]

I get what you mean.  I want a companion, and that doesn't exist anymore.  I think we may have some common ground.

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They don't deserve to die though.  It's simply human tendency.  Just like you.  When you turn around and say you need to die as well, then you're just doubling down on a once comforting thought.  The problem in this thinking comes from religion.

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No, it really doesn't. I don't practice "religion", I just have innate thoughts and feelings, all of which are genuinely portrayed here.

 

[gideon]

No, it really doesn't. I don't practice "religion", I just have innate thoughts and feelings, all of which are genuinely portrayed here.

Fair enough.  Sounds like "A Brave New World"

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No, it really doesn't. I don't practice "religion", I just have innate thoughts and feelings, all of which are genuinely portrayed here.

But just because someone else wants to enjoy their soma, doen't mean they deserve to die.  Maybe its just not for you.

 

[DatingStrike]

me too

 

[UncannyValley]

god is dead and so are we

He was never with us to begin with. Only the imagination of some advanced animals finding reasons to keep moving.

 

[cyborgglory]

monogamy needs to die as well.

"True" monogamy has still never been practiced
Even in good Christian times, there were swathes of whores and adulterous men.
im pretty sure you're holding to this concept of monogamy so hard because you're insecure. It's okay, we all are

 

[QuantumDummy]

Same.

The talking monkeys will never change.

Life isn't fair, so lets start over.

 

[Deleted member 1039]

Didn't you leave the forum?

 

[Yoyo]

Not in a depressed, suicidal way, though. I simply hate this life and I am prohibited from finding peace.

I was a sellout even when I knew Christ, therefore, I am not worthy of his love. I'm headed to the Lake of Fire, honestly. So there's no love, hope, or consolation on this earth.

So, why not just indulge in hedonism? Because I hate it with every fiber in my body. It truly disgusts me beyond compare. I am prohibited from love. I hate lust. I can't go either way, so I am just floating around here for decades with no purpose whatsoever. I want to get shot or hit by a crashing plane. It's too bad there's not a political movement I could join to give me purpose.

I hate life and I hate everything. I sincerely hope everyone dies, myself included. No one deserves to be alive, especially the trash hedonistic degenerate swine scum repopulating today. Fuck this wretched earth and fuck degeneracy. Everything is meaningless and I might as well just go burn.

may allah grant you paradise

 

[DestroyedLife]

Too much hate will bring you even more down. Even when you know the reality, you mustn´t yourself remember on it everytime.

 

[Deleted member 279]

We should all be dying in wars fighting against the degenerates. A blackpilled political movement would give us all purpose tbh.

 

[UncannyValley]

We should all be dying in wars fighting against the degenerates. A blackpilled political movement would give us all purpose tbh.

It will never happen unfortunately.

 

[Deleted member 279]

It will never happen unfortunately.

Probably not in our lifetimes, no. But with how much shittier it's getting for men year by year, something will happen eventually.