I saw in public transport a woman that was my perfect type, 11/10 in my eyes. It felt like I was a starving animal in a cage watching people feast.

[Deleted member 7448]

This girl... she was exactly my type, the perfect embodiment of the woman of my dreams. I'd take her over 100 supermodels any day.

Why must I have these desires, nay, needs. Why is life so unfair? Why must I be tortured so?

This phenomenon happens when I see women who I find attractive, it's already torturous and cruel then. But with such a girl it's just enough to make me think about her for days.

Fuck foids. Actually, fuck the universe. Fuck me. I wish I had no libido, no need for female companionship, no aching need to hold a woman in my arms, cuddle with her and hear her say how much she loves me. Why was I born such a loser in all imaginable aspects?

 

[azakhan]

Because of situations like that I sometimes feel like God really exists and is just making fun of us.
Or we live in simulation to see how much frustration can man take before offing himself.
I refuse to believe this is actual reality.

 

[Deleted member 7448]

Because of situations like that I sometimes feel like God really exists and is just making fun of us.
Or we live in simulation to see how much frustration can man take before offing himself.
I refuse to believe this is actual reality.

Back during my alcoholic days, I was really into solipsism and thoughts like these. I was so desperate I was lowkey hoping the world is a simulation, or would just end.

Unfortunately, I'm an atheist, a skeptic who doesn't really believe in anything. I tried to force myself to maybe believe some kooky theories that would be a good cope, but it didn't work. My brain just bounced back into skeptic mode.

 

[LastGerman]

Another driver licencecel.

 

[Deleted member 7448]

Another driver licencecel.

Cars are a money vacuum. Fuel, insurance, possible accidents, maintenance costs, tires, the cost of the car itself etc...

 

[azakhan]

Back during my alcoholic days, I was really into solipsism and thoughts like these. I was so desperate I was lowkey hoping the world is a simulation, or would just end.

Unfortunately, I'm an atheist, a skeptic who doesn't really believe in anything. I tried to force myself to maybe believe some cooky theories that would be a good cope, but it didn't work. My brain just bounced back into skeptic mode.

Same, few months ago I was even into occultism for few days because I believed (or wanted to believe) that I can somehow change my genes. Of course it's all bullshit for edgy redditors.

Another driver licencecel.

I literally cannot understand how people can drive and feel comfortable behing a wheel. For me it's impossible to even tell where my car ends and where it begins.

 

[zangano1]

Same happened to me a few months ago, she was literal perfection, I tried to find her again in the same bus at the same hour but I never saw her again

 

[Deleted member 7448]

Same, few months ago I was even into occultism for few days because I believed (or wanted to believe) that I can somehow change my genes. Of course it's all bullshit for edgy redditors.

Yeah, I was even browsing /x/ for a while, hoping to find a thread that would somehow be true. I even went on other crazy forums. Too bad I was never able to actually believe in crazy shit. But every night, before falling asleep, I'd hope for the world to end before I woke up.

 

[Alfeo]

Same happened to me a few months ago, she was literal perfection, I tried to find her again in the same bus at the same hour but I never saw her again

Be happy that you don't see her again, bc that is the most horrible part, if you have to see her for example on your way to work, everytime you have this feeling, in a way that gives you hope but in the same moment completely crushes takes everything away from, makes you feel miserable and lost bc well...just look at the mirror.

 

[LastGerman]

I literally cannot understand how people can drive and feel comfortable behing a wheel.

Keep in mind. Females do it without any effort. We as men have been mogged by females.

 

[grondilu]

Legend says Democritus blinded himself because he didn't want to be disturbed by beautiful women.
Not saying we should do that, but my advice is to not look around in crowds.

 

[Malnourishedcel]

This girl... she was exactly my type, the perfect embodiment of the woman of my dreams. I'd take her over 100 supermodels any day.

Why must I have these desires, nay, needs. Why is life so unfair? Why must I be tortured so?

This phenomenon happens when I see women who I find attractive, it's already torturous and cruel then. But with such a girl it's just enough to make me think about her for days.

Fuck foids. Actually, fuck the universe. Fuck me. I wish I had no libido, no need for female companionship, no aching need to hold a woman in my arms, cuddle with her and hear her say how much she loves me. Why was I born such a loser in all imaginable aspects?

What did she look like?

 

[thespanishcel]

Knajjd will give you a warning for foid worship kek

 

[Deleted member 7448]

What did she look like?

It's hard to describe. Here's a photo, she didn't really look like this, she was younger and much prettier than this plastic-filled hollywood bimbo, but this gives me the same vibe for some reason, maybe it's the sad look, the full hair, the eyebrows and the makeup around the eyes, the nostalgic looking eyes that makes me think that we could be two weirdos in love together, forgetting the world and just living in our own little bubble:

 

[Malnourishedcel]

I’ve seen those chicks before too. You really do have hope that there’s depth to her, that’s shes just like you hope she’d be. And then you hear her talk fml she’s just like any retarded foid

 

[FukFeminism]

Same happened to me a few months ago, she was literal perfection, I tried to find her again in the same bus at the same hour but I never saw her again

It's like it's more over each and every day.