As a kid around 11, i remember washing my hands in the toilet room sink and saw a packet of tampons that were empty. after i dried my hands i saw my brother throwing around a blindfold used for sleep which i didn't properly see and i asked "is that a tampon?" his reply was "where did you learn this stuff?" to which i tried explaining the empty packet and he just told me to be quiet and stop talking about it, when i asked why he threatened to bash me. Another instance was when I was watching Retarded Policeman (which reminds me of another story that I'll make a thread about) and i saw a cut on the screen that said "2 blowjobs later" which led me to ask my female parent what that was, she got angry and threatened to ban me off the internet, when i asked why she wouldn't explain so i just kept watching videos in my room. Before that i asked what a condom was because of a news article and she said the same thing. I tried not really telling my male parent about anything because he'd threaten to put soap in my mouth or break my things, which he did so around that time and before it.
Eventually this led to me searching pornographic and inappropriate stuff outright on Google, i also used stuff like newgrounds and 4chan too but mostly /v/ as i saw /b/ once and could not sleep at night so i learnt about this fucked up shit really young. I also used my first actual porn website which was called Hotgoo and it had some fucked stuff on it (i typed in "asshole pooing" and "girl on the toilet" and thats how i got to it, i found scat quite funny believe it or not)
However, it was my brother that got of the blame for it at the start so i didn't do it again until the suspicions went down. But then I was caught and my female parent kept threatening to check the search history and she put up a shitty firewall that was passable by logging out of her account and logging into my own which had the admin privileges LMAO, i wasn't always careful and i would get caught and banned but everytime i was caught, i'd ask why this stuff was bad to which she'd give some stupid reply like "you KNOW why" and which, i was a kid in puberty and learning so no, i really don't. I even told her that i'd never use it again if she explained why i shouldnt be on it.
if my fucking parents just explained why porn use at a young age was bad, i probably would not have WASTED MY ENTIRE LIFE ON IT BY BECOMING ADDICTED, WHAT DID THESE CUNTS EXPECT?
It did fuck my late Primary and Secondary School my life up; other kids talked about sex stuff and dating too but when i did they were weirded out by it all. My brothers friends thought i was quite fucked in the head too. One event that really hurts was when i was 16 and i asked some girl who had a packet of tissues "is that what i think it is?" Which led to her friends screaming FUCK OFF at me, one of them was a slav emo that i liked but she was kind of a bitch, we had a few okay moments because she took pity on me and tried to correct me in some ways. shes probably either dead or a ftm tranny now. Idk which one, but that event really hurt.
Any fearmongering parents lurking; when your kids get curious ESPECIALLY MALE KIDS WITH AUTISM, teach them and explain to them things. Don't just neglect, threaten and punish when they don't know what the fuck they're doing. Explain to them WHY porn is bad and WHY they should never go on it, this is a SERIOUS issue. I'm now a ruined incel who wasted his life and this was all a major factor of it.
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Eventually this led to me searching pornographic and inappropriate stuff outright on Google, i also used stuff like newgrounds and 4chan too but mostly /v/ as i saw /b/ once and could not sleep at night so i learnt about this fucked up shit really young. I also used my first actual porn website which was called Hotgoo and it had some fucked stuff on it (i typed in "asshole pooing" and "girl on the toilet" and thats how i got to it, i found scat quite funny believe it or not)
However, it was my brother that got of the blame for it at the start so i didn't do it again until the suspicions went down. But then I was caught and my female parent kept threatening to check the search history and she put up a shitty firewall that was passable by logging out of her account and logging into my own which had the admin privileges LMAO, i wasn't always careful and i would get caught and banned but everytime i was caught, i'd ask why this stuff was bad to which she'd give some stupid reply like "you KNOW why" and which, i was a kid in puberty and learning so no, i really don't. I even told her that i'd never use it again if she explained why i shouldnt be on it.
if my fucking parents just explained why porn use at a young age was bad, i probably would not have WASTED MY ENTIRE LIFE ON IT BY BECOMING ADDICTED, WHAT DID THESE CUNTS EXPECT?
It did fuck my late Primary and Secondary School my life up; other kids talked about sex stuff and dating too but when i did they were weirded out by it all. My brothers friends thought i was quite fucked in the head too. One event that really hurts was when i was 16 and i asked some girl who had a packet of tissues "is that what i think it is?" Which led to her friends screaming FUCK OFF at me, one of them was a slav emo that i liked but she was kind of a bitch, we had a few okay moments because she took pity on me and tried to correct me in some ways. shes probably either dead or a ftm tranny now. Idk which one, but that event really hurt.
Any fearmongering parents lurking; when your kids get curious ESPECIALLY MALE KIDS WITH AUTISM, teach them and explain to them things. Don't just neglect, threaten and punish when they don't know what the fuck they're doing. Explain to them WHY porn is bad and WHY they should never go on it, this is a SERIOUS issue. I'm now a ruined incel who wasted his life and this was all a major factor of it.
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