LifeFuel I refuse to be a victim of my genetic

[eliya]

I still remember to this day it was 9th grade
And I had attempted suicide by electrocution
And I survivored with minor injuries
I went back to school and I jokingly said "
no s*** I was about to die"
Everybody laughed and they told me I should have died even one of the teachers told me that
This is why I'm refusing to be a victim of my genetic
I am not going to neet and I'm not going to rot
It wasn't my fault that I was born ugly and I'm not gonna let that sip into other aspects of my life
I had a high tire normie roommate turned bully
He was taller than me and bigger but I could still f*** him up in a fight he had all the social reinforcement and good friends and a girl friend and I still had achieved more than him
You make people feel some kind of way when you are not rotting away or dying somewhere
They will hate you
If you talk your talkative and autistic
And if you remain silent you are creepy and give serial killer wib
This has been my experience in uni but I am refusing to be a victim of my genetic I am going to finish my education and I'm not going to commit suicide
And I will also never stop trying until I'm 35 or 40 I will still talk to foids get rejected over and over again but I'm not going to back down when I die when I get old I want to be like @Emba this is just pure speculation but he seems at peace with himself in a way I think it is because he knows he is an incel through and through
Me too I want to make sure that I'm an incel it is truly over for me so when I'm going to die I can have closure that I tried everything I can just say f*** it and leave this clown world
-End of my schizo rambling

 

[Ibrahim997]

good life you bro

 

[Emba]

I'm at peace with myself because I have the tools to autodelete at any time that I chose.

I'm holding out for lack of bowel control. Then its over for me.

 

[Oogger]

Brocel this made me cry ngl.
Hope ur doing ok.

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

Good luck

 

[Heaven In Flames]

Insanely brutal, bro. Life is so difficult for us. I tried to kill myself when I was 11 but my parents just laughed it off and thought I was doing it for attention.

 

[eliya]

I'm at peace with myself because I have the tools to autodelete at any time that I chose.

I'm holding out for lack of bowel control. Then its over for me.

I will miss you when your are gone

 

[zd60]

I'm at peace with myself because I have the tools to autodelete at any time that I chose.

 

[Runt171]

I had a high tire normie roommate turned bully
He was taller than me and bigger but I could still f*** him up in a fight he had all the social reinforcement and good friends and a girl friend and I still had achieved more than him

Thats cope
Just because you can beat him in a fight doesn’t mean you achieved more then him
With some training he could probably easily beat you
By just existing he has already achieved more then all of us just because he has decent genes

Either way no matter what you do you are going to be a victim of your genes
You were a victim of your genes the second you were born that was the fate set up for you

Good for you that your willing to try this shit I guess but I doubt anything good will happen
If you’ve been treated like shit in uni and no girls liked you its over
Genetic determinism Is a bitch

 

[Thugs-5-Less]

I'm at peace with myself because I have the tools to autodelete at any time that I chose.

I'm holding out for lack of bowel control. Then its over for me.

what guns do you have

 

[Emba]

I will miss you when your are gone

Thanks bro

 

[Emba]

what guns do you have

I got trees, a folding ladder, and rope, bro

 

[Thugs-5-Less]

I got trees, a folding ladder, and rope, bro

you will never do it

 

[Emba]

you will never do it

Ikr?

 

[Thugs-5-Less]

Ikr?

Impossible without a gun or access to the skyscraper roof.

 

[Emba]

Impossible without a gun or access to the skyscraper roof.

Ok

 

[Thugs-5-Less]

Ok

ok

 

[Emba]

ok

Yes

 

[Thugs-5-Less]

Yes

Excellent

 

[Emba]

Excellent

Ofc

 

[Thugs-5-Less]

Ofc

ufc

 

[Emba]

ufc

 

[eliya]

Thats cope
Just because you can beat him in a fight doesn’t mean you achieved more then him
With some training he could probably easily beat you
By just existing he has already achieved more then all of us just because he has decent genes

Either way no matter what you do you are going to be a victim of your genes
You were a victim of your genes the second you were born that was the fate set up for you

Good for you that your willing to try this shit I guess but I doubt anything good will happen
If you’ve been treated like shit in uni and no girls liked you its over
Genetic determinism Is a bitch

No I have achieved more he smokes and drinks did some boxing and is left handed
I still beat cuz I was more skilled
What matters in this world is results
I have better grades had a better rank when coming to uni
The only thing he has on me is pus&_ and NT


I don't care if he has 10x my potential
It is useless if he hast used it

 

[eliya]

Brocel this made me cry ngl.
Hope ur doing ok.

What about it
This is suicidful type of post

 

[Qizarate]

One must imagine Sisyphus happy

 

[Runt171]

The only thing he has on me is pus&_ and NT

Yeah the only thing he has on you is the thing that actually matters

Life revolves around socialisation and fucking

What matters in this world is results

exactly
But Not just any results but the ones that matter

I don't care if he has 10x my potential
It is useless if he hast used it

do you genuinely not see how much your coping here??

 

[Runt171]

One must imagine Sisyphus happy