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nothing good about my childhood at all, but still better than right now. puberty fucked my head and appearance. all the symptoms of autism i seem to have got worse and from a young age have a huge problem with the way i look. can't look in mirrors or at my lower body without getting irrationally mad, i avoid showering because of it. sounds like some tranny shit but it isn't.
i went from having a cute child face to a grumpy face, my button nose turned into a fucked up jew nose and when my face is at rest i look angry. and on top of being a thin hairy dark skinned manlet, the first impression people have of me is that i'm utter scum. people treated me normally when i was a kid and now it's just disappointment. my mom especially, she once saw images of me as a child and asked me "what the fuck happened, you were so cute as a kid". also all these deviant sexual thoughts i have just depress me, i wish i wasn't sexual i miss not having these retarded feelings. i fucking hate this.
i went from having a cute child face to a grumpy face, my button nose turned into a fucked up jew nose and when my face is at rest i look angry. and on top of being a thin hairy dark skinned manlet, the first impression people have of me is that i'm utter scum. people treated me normally when i was a kid and now it's just disappointment. my mom especially, she once saw images of me as a child and asked me "what the fuck happened, you were so cute as a kid". also all these deviant sexual thoughts i have just depress me, i wish i wasn't sexual i miss not having these retarded feelings. i fucking hate this.