Deleted member 7448
Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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Honestly, being an incel doesn't bother me THAT much. Sure, it makes me really miserable once in a few weeks, but that doesn't last long and I usually can fap those feelings away. I also don't mind having literally no friends cause I actively avoided everybody my whole life. I guess the only thing that kinda bothers me a bit is not having any interests/passions/things that are fun or enjoyable or interesting to me. But that's not that bad.
And yet, I'm super fucking miserable, despite lacking any particular stimuli or events that would make me miserable. I know I've been very depressed for more than a decade, but I kinda think I got over that, the depression sort of became routine and I just kinda forgot about it.
I need to get over this shit fast. This is literally the last summer of my freedom, in 1 year I'll be a wageslave working for $300 a month, if that. I'll be super fucking depressed then and I'll have a good reason, so I need to fucking get my shit together and enjoy my freedom.
And yet, I'm super fucking miserable, despite lacking any particular stimuli or events that would make me miserable. I know I've been very depressed for more than a decade, but I kinda think I got over that, the depression sort of became routine and I just kinda forgot about it.
I need to get over this shit fast. This is literally the last summer of my freedom, in 1 year I'll be a wageslave working for $300 a month, if that. I'll be super fucking depressed then and I'll have a good reason, so I need to fucking get my shit together and enjoy my freedom.