SuicideFuel I really don't think I'll reach the age of 30.

[Chingaquedito]

not treating my ptsd for years has been a huge mistake, every year is worse than the previous one, and this year has been absolutely hell in that sense
the anxiety is terrible, it is worse than any physical torture. sometimes I felt like I was really going to lose my mind

on top of that, I have a drug dependency problem, I have read testimonials from people who have gone through withdrawal and it is hell.

at this very moment i feel at peace, but maybe not for long, i would just like to tell my friends who have abandoned me how much i really loved them, it is only now that i realize how much i value friendship and human companionship I know that some of them will read this, because they usually browse this forum.

tomorrow I'm going to see a psychiatrist, I can't take this shit anymore, I just want to talk to someone about it and look for any alternative for improvement, I don't want to live like this, even if my life doesn't last much longer.

i'm just sad to think how fuckd up was my life, since I was eight years old I have serious sleeping problems and anxiety symptoms, it is sad to think that nothing has changed.

 

[xmiserablesoul]

not treating my tept for years has been a huge mistake, every year is worse than the previous one, and this year has been absolutely hell in that sense
the anxiety is terrible, it is worse than any physical torture. sometimes I felt like I was really going to lose my mind

on top of that, I have a drug dependency problem, I have read testimonials from people who have gone through withdrawal and it is hell.

at this very moment i feel at peace, but maybe not for long, i would just like to tell my friends who have abandoned me how much i really loved them, it is only now that i realize how much i value friendship and human companionship I know that some of them will read this, because they usually browse this forum.

tomorrow I'm going to see a psychiatrist, I can't take this shit anymore, I just want to talk to someone about it and look for any alternative for improvement, I don't want to live like this, even if my life doesn't last much longer.

i'm just sad to think how fuckd up was my life, since I was eight years old I have serious sleeping problems and anxiety symptoms, it is sad to think that nothing has changed.

same, the anxiety is worse than being a sub5

 

[Hail]

Go on a wooden chair on a sunny morning and pour yourself neat whiskey in a whiskey glass

 

[Sonicfancel]

Brutal. I unfortunately think I will reach the age of 30.

 

[Acorn]

I unfortunately think I will reach the age of 30.

 

[nice_try]

tomorrow I'm going to see a psychiatrist, I can't take this shit anymore, I just want to talk to someone about it and look for any alternative for improvement, I don't want to live like this, even if my life doesn't last much longer.

Can you tell us how it went?
I'm very very interested in therapy experiences as it seems to be the last attempt left to fixing my existence.
I'm 33yo and the mental pain of being unwanted, unloved, unappreciated while literally everybody else around me is living in heavenly bliss with a partner and friends is getting heavier every day.
I'm at a point where I can't go to the city anymore because seeing all the happy couples and happy people with their friends while I suffer in a decade long agony of being unwanted, unloved, unnoticed is literally causing me pain and sending me into depressive episodes.

 

[Qizarate]

Brutal. I unfortunately think I will reach the age of 30.